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Chapters (45)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. PART ONE: Who is She if Not Everyone Else’s?
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. PART TWO: Take the Bullet Out
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. PART THREE: Orion Waves
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  44. AUTHOR INTERVIEW
  45. COPYRIGHT

I worry I’ve already blown my shot with him. ‘He’s been talking a lot about his grandma. Roxy. Kind of a weird situation.’

He scoffs. ‘Yeah, I heard he’s been digging about it from Booker. Strange. Strange boy. Strange family.’

‘It all seems kind of crazy, to be honest.’

‘Well, sure. Though Roxy was kind of crazy herself.’

‘What about her?’

There’s a new energy emanating from him – bordering on giddiness, as if he wants to talk. I can’t imagine I’d feel much differently. After thirty years of uncomfortable strained silence, maybe one would actually love to talk. And even with the little I have to piece together at this point, it’s certainly a good story. ‘Real spitfire of a girl. So damn angry all the time.’

‘About what?’

‘Oh, anything. Someone lookin’ at her funny was enough to set her off.’

‘She got in fights?’

‘Oh, did Roxy get in fights. That girl was a walking skirmish. Would probably skewer people with her guitar if it weren’t the thing she loved more than anyone.’

This is working. I do my best to keep the tone conversational – nothing too pointed, nothing too heavy. Actually, he seems to be enjoying talking about it. I laugh. ‘Was there anyone in particular?’

‘I remember she got into it with Lenore a couple of times, over jobs. Never got along.’

I don’t know who Lenore is; I’ll need to find out. ‘But this wasn’t real stuff, right? Like, I bet no one ever talked about really hurting her.’

He swigs his water. ‘Oh, I think the whole of Sandown did, at one point or another. Things were different, though, after – that year no one saw a lick of her …’

‘Before she disappeared, you mean? Why?’

‘Well, she was carrying Sylvia,’ he says, like it’s obvious.

‘Was she ashamed?’

‘I don’t know if she was. Constance was devastated, certainly.’

That must have been her mother’s name.

‘Assume they didn’t get along,’ I say.

‘Oh, no. Constance smacked that girl around all day long.’

My stomach drops. ‘What do you mean?’

‘Nothing that kids ought not to be getting these days. Couple cracks round the head sometimes.’ The steadiness with which he says this unnerves me and I suppose he can tell, based on his throaty chuckle. ‘Not you, huh? Anyway, Lenore took up the regular slot at Indigo, so she wasn’t missin’ her too much. Tell you what, you reminded me of her a little, that first day you came. Same kinda fire. She was all into that, oh, I dunno … feminism and stuff.’ He pauses, looks off elsewhere. ‘I found it, you know.’

‘Found what?’

He nods towards the sea. ‘Her guitar. In the bay.’

I nearly twitch with excitement. ‘Really?’