Back The Things We Don't See
Chapters (45)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. PART ONE: Who is She if Not Everyone Else’s?
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. PART TWO: Take the Bullet Out
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. PART THREE: Orion Waves
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  44. AUTHOR INTERVIEW
  45. COPYRIGHT

I follow him towards the entrance, up three stairs on to a patio that encircles the house. There are two rocking chairs framing either side of the door, which sit eerily still. Ellis unlocks the door. ‘Come on in,’ he says in a breathy, ironic way, and I do.

The lobby is shaped and furnished like a living room, with a sturdy red wood reception desk in the centre, a straightened row of pens and a heavy leather-bound book sitting on top beside a vase full of carnations that look one day away from becoming potpourri. Patterns everywhere: the walls are papered a dark forest green; the couches upholstered with sort of yellow tessellated bursts; a throw is draped over an armchair that is nauseatingly reminiscent of a seeing-eye puzzle. There’s a lemony sweetness to the place that’s pleasant if artificial. Mahogany too. A glossy black piano dominates the far corner.

‘This place is like a time capsule,’ I say, and it’s an understatement. ‘It’s cute.’

‘Yeah, I’m pretty sure it’s looked like this forever. Anyway. You still hungry?’

‘A bit,’ I admit. ‘But don’t worry, you don’t have to make anything.’

‘For real, it’s no b-biggie. Eggs and b-b-bacon?’ Ellis moves beneath an archway into what looks like the kitchen.

My mouth waters. ‘That’s really nice of you,’ I say, lowering myself on to one of the couches, and am swallowed by it in a way that threatens to put me to sleep. I think suddenly of home.

‘Did you come from a long way away or something?’ a disembodied Ellis calls, punctuated by the clattering of a pan.

‘Why do you ask?’

‘Well, my mom said you look tired. I didn’t think you looked like anything.’ He peeks his head back in. ‘Not that you didn’t look like anything, just not tired, I mean. I don’t know. Mom notices that stuff. Anyway you also had enough food in your car to feed a sm-sm-small nation.’

‘I left yesterday from Indiana.’

‘Oh, wow. And you drove all night?’

‘Mm.’ There’s a fireplace that’s caught my attention, homey and intimate, adorned with framed photographs. An unsmiling woman cradles a baby in black and white. What looks like a toddler Sylvia, wearing only a diaper, waters the flowerbeds outside with a hose arching from her puffed belly.

‘But you’re early,’ he says.

‘You know what – I didn’t want to be home any more. Couldn’t wait.’ It’s honest.

‘Oh.’ Quiet. I worry I spoke too seriously, revealed something uncomfortable without saying the words. Then, ‘That’s cool, anyway. I can’t wait until I can drive. I’ll be able to get my temps in November. I wouldn’t be able to here but you don’t have to be as old in Michigan, so that’s pretty cool.’

I toss my phone from hand to hand. ‘Are you moving?’