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Chapters (45)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. PART ONE: Who is She if Not Everyone Else’s?
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. PART TWO: Take the Bullet Out
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. PART THREE: Orion Waves
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  44. AUTHOR INTERVIEW
  45. COPYRIGHT

‘Mona, I know this is important to you for some reason. But, please. Sylvia’s really upset. I’ve never seen her like that. She was in a bad mood for the rest of the day – pissed off with Ellis. He doesn’t know how to feel.’

I am physically incapable of saying no to her at this precise moment, so I lie. ‘I understand.’ It’s easier to lie and cover it up later.

‘Come for a walk with me,’ she says.

I’m making no progress anyway so I do as she says, follow her down to the boardwalk, sun beginning to set in the cloudless sky after the fog from this morning.

We have an unusual encounter on the way to the boardwalk.

‘Oh, hey, it’s the detective.’ It’s a group of Seasonals, guys who I remember vaguely from the bonfire. They’re laughing. I can’t tell if it’s derisive or not. I don’t really like the attention, either way – and I don’t know how they know to call me that.

I feel Peyton’s eyes on me. ‘What do you mean?’ I ask.

‘Haven’t ever seen the locals so riled up about anything. They’re all talking about it,’ one says.

They move off, laughing to themselves. ‘Hope you unmask the killer,’ another mumbles as they pass. ‘Scooby dooby doo.’

Peyton and I keep walking in silence. ‘Well. That’s embarrassing.’

Peyton says nothing but I can tell she’s maybe secretly pleased that they might have dissuaded me.

The boardwalk is way busier than it was three nights ago; this is maybe the first real tourist night. We have to weave in and out of the crowd until I follow Peyton down to a ledge above where we’d swum. Tenacious sea grass bursts through some of the cracks on the rocks, brushing against my ankles as I swing my legs. We sit there for a moment. I’m waiting for something to happen; her arm jerks and for a terrible moment I worry she’s going to reach out and grab my hand.

‘Am I in trouble?’ I ask her finally, then, to her silence. ‘It feels like I’m in trouble.’

‘Tell me you care about me.’

I don’t know what to say. ‘What do you mean?’

‘Just tell me.’

‘I don’t even know you.’

Peyton recoils, face etched with, seemingly, genuine hurt, as if this is anything different from what she’d said to me before. ‘That doesn’t mean you can’t care about me.’

‘I care about you.’

‘And tell me you care about Ellis.’

‘I care about Ellis.’

‘Tell me you care about his well-being.’

‘Of course I do. More than anyone else around here, it seems like.’

‘Not more than anyone.’