Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Introduction
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Epilogue
- Glossary
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
Lotti’s family weren’t very happy about us going early and said we’d have to pay anyway, which started a right old ding dong. In the end, we just left very early without telling them, disappearing into the night. I think Dad just left the money for the days we’d stayed and not a pfennig more, and then we caught a very early train to Dresden, where Father managed to change all the return tickets for an earlier date. Every time a policeman or official came near us, Mum was frightened they were going to arrest us for bunking off from the hotel early. That just created more arguments, so the atmosphere was like ice all the way back to England.
I’d been hoping we might have the chance to spend a night in London to see the Tower and the other sights, but no – it was straight onto a train back to Hull once we reached London from Harwich.
All the time, all I could think of was Lotti. It was real love, I was sure.
As soon as I was back in my bedroom in Hull, I wrote a letter to her, but it took me a few weeks to work up the courage to actually send it. I didn’t really know how much the postage cost, so I just stole three of Father’s tuppenny stamps from his writing desk, stuck them all on, and then wrote ‘Par Avion’ on the envelope before grabbing my bike and cycling off to the letter box.
I knew from school that air mail was a fairly new thing. Maybe even a tanner wasn’t enough, even though it was more than my weekly pocket money, but I just hoped a friendly postman might help it on its way.
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I’m astonished when, less than ten days later, I receive a letter postmarked Bad Schandau, covered in greeny-grey ‘Mit Luftpost’ stickers, and stamps in a similar colour showing Adolf Hitler’s head.
Mother hands it to me slightly furtively in the hall of our house in Pearson Park, just before I cycle off to school. ‘Don’t show your father. He doesn’t want to know anything more about Germany – wishes we never went there. Still less will he want to know you’re carrying on a correspondence with that girl.’ Then she winks. It’s our secret.
I wait till the mid-morning break at school, then hide away in one of the toilet cubicles and rip the flimsy envelope open. It’s so thin, it’s like tissue paper.