Back The Stasi Game Save as PDF
Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Introduction
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Epilogue
  57. Glossary
  58. Author’s Note
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author

Lotti’s family weren’t very happy about us going early and said we’d have to pay anyway, which started a right old ding dong. In the end, we just left very early without telling them, disappearing into the night. I think Dad just left the money for the days we’d stayed and not a pfennig more, and then we caught a very early train to Dresden, where Father managed to change all the return tickets for an earlier date. Every time a policeman or official came near us, Mum was frightened they were going to arrest us for bunking off from the hotel early. That just created more arguments, so the atmosphere was like ice all the way back to England.

I’d been hoping we might have the chance to spend a night in London to see the Tower and the other sights, but no – it was straight onto a train back to Hull once we reached London from Harwich.

All the time, all I could think of was Lotti. It was real love, I was sure.

As soon as I was back in my bedroom in Hull, I wrote a letter to her, but it took me a few weeks to work up the courage to actually send it. I didn’t really know how much the postage cost, so I just stole three of Father’s tuppenny stamps from his writing desk, stuck them all on, and then wrote ‘Par Avion’ on the envelope before grabbing my bike and cycling off to the letter box.

I knew from school that air mail was a fairly new thing. Maybe even a tanner wasn’t enough, even though it was more than my weekly pocket money, but I just hoped a friendly postman might help it on its way.

*

I’m astonished when, less than ten days later, I receive a letter postmarked Bad Schandau, covered in greeny-grey ‘Mit Luftpost’ stickers, and stamps in a similar colour showing Adolf Hitler’s head.

Mother hands it to me slightly furtively in the hall of our house in Pearson Park, just before I cycle off to school. ‘Don’t show your father. He doesn’t want to know anything more about Germany – wishes we never went there. Still less will he want to know you’re carrying on a correspondence with that girl.’ Then she winks. It’s our secret.

I wait till the mid-morning break at school, then hide away in one of the toilet cubicles and rip the flimsy envelope open. It’s so thin, it’s like tissue paper.