Chapters (47)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Epigraphs
- Prologue
- Part One
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- Part Two
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
August 12, 2015
De—
I thought of beginning this letter Dear Mr. Shaw, but hell, you aren’t dear to me. And Mr. Shaw is the name my daughter called you because you were in a position of authority and she was your employee. A position you exploited. I have names for you, bub. I sure do, but that’s not why I’m writing.
I wish I could forget what Ann told me a few weeks ago. It was you, huh? I knew in my gut it wasn’t Michael, but you? You weren’t even a fly on my radar.
You probably think I’m writing to chew you out for what you did, and believe me, there are things I’d like to do to you, but after all these years I guess what you did is between you and your creator. I got a damn fine grandchild out of the deal, and you? You’ve got nothing, and I’m sorry for you. I won’t waste my energy on hate or pity. I’m old now. I feel older than I am. And I’m watching my wife forget everything that has ever happened to her.
I don’t understand how exactly you puppet-mastered the deal. I’m trying to put together the pieces. Ann says Michael was paid off. That he blackmailed you. I know that’s bullshit. You were behind everything.
They were just kids. The damage you did. Man, there was damage.
Still with me? I’ll get to my point. I’m writing because I want to find Michael. He’s my son. He has always been my son. I don’t know where he is. All my leads are dead ends. Perhaps you know where he’s gone off to. Tell me. How can I find him? Please help. Earn back some goodwill. I want to see Michael, but don’t do it for me, do it for my wife. She’s missed him so. I want Connie to look into Michael’s eyes and recognize who he is before she can’t anymore.
Please, will you help?
Sincerely, and I am sincere,
Ed Gordon
THIRTY-SEVEN
Poppy
2017
Poppy loved the town of Nazaré in Portugal. It was fun to watch the surfers of Praia do Norte, the beach where the largest wave ever had been surfed. And it was still cheap. She could eat a huge piece of turbot and some vegetables for under ten euros.
The reason she’d chosen Nazaré was because it was on the westernmost point in Europe, almost directly across the Atlantic Ocean from Cape Cod. It was her way of staying connected to Wellfleet without actually being there, providing her with the global traveler’s illusion of proximity.