Chapters (47)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Epigraphs
- Prologue
- Part One
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- Part Two
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
Ann said, “You’re never too old to need a family.”
“Sixteen is nothing,” Ed said. “You still have two years of high school. Those are two important years. But you have to give consent. The whole thing is totally up to you.”
Poppy brightened. She took his hand. “You’ll be my brother.”
Until that moment, Michael hadn’t realized he already felt like he was Poppy’s brother. But then Ann said, “And I’ll be your sister.”
Ann? His sister?
That was a harder idea to process. It reminded him of that optical illusion his psychology teacher had shown him, the ink drawing where you see either two faces or a vase; you can see it only one way at a time. The faces or the vase.
That entire summer in Wellfleet and all through the next school year, when his adoption was made final, he tried to see and think of Ann that way: just a sister. Only a sister. He tried.
TWO
Ann
Wellfleet
2000
Ann lined up a babysitting job her second day back on the Cape. Some lady named Mrs. Shaw had called the house after she’d seen the flyer Ann posted at the Wellfleet library. She had two boys. More importantly, she offered to pay Ann more than double what she made back home in Milwaukee.
Ann babysat every summer since she’d become Red Cross certified—well, except for last summer, because her parents had wanted her to spend time with Michael. She didn’t mind. She cheered him on at his swim lessons; they ran together on the sandy soil in the fire lanes, looked for shells at Mayo Beach, and ate soft serve on the town pier. Ann had always loved Cape Cod, but last summer, seeing the place through Michael’s eyes, she became newly aware of how special it was, and how much Michael meant to her—more than she should feel for a “brother.”
Michael loved their Cape house. Ann felt badly that he had to sleep in the bedroom in the attic, where it was hot and stuffy, and the ceilings were so slanted that he would bump his head when he woke. She tried to make his space nicer by wallpapering it with some old, yellowed newspapers from the thirties she’d found in the basement, and she covered the armrests of her grandfather’s favorite chair that sat in the middle of the room with electrical tape where the mice had chewed the upholstery.