The Second Home
Chapters (47)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Epigraphs
- Prologue
- Part One
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- Part Two
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
Title Page
Copyright Notice
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Dedication
For my family, my home
Epigraphs
I walked past a house where I lived once: a man and a woman are still together in the whispers there.
—YEHUDA AMICHAI
The house of childhood sold,
or razed—
not lost but
softened, distended:
diaphanous linked chambers springing from
a lightshaft or a varnish smell,
the way a floorboard aches,
a scrap of wallpaper
tunnels the heart.
—BY DON BOGEN
Prologue
Ann had never been to Wellfleet in February. Each fall her parents emptied the water heater, shut down the well pump, flushed antifreeze down the toilets, threw some sheets over the furniture, pulled down all the shades, and closed the house. Cape Cod felt like a hazy dream the rest of the year, a place suspended forever in beach days filled with sunshine and warmth.
But there she was, alone and cold in a house that felt both familiar and now strange because it was the off-season, and because her parents were gone, although she could feel them there. It was as if they were sitting behind mirrored glass during a focus group like the ones Ann participated in at work, watching and listening to everything Ann did and said. Even now, half a year after they’d died, she kept waiting for some magical door to swing open, and for her parents to walk out from the other side of the glass to tell her they’d been watching her this whole time.
She felt her parents’ radiant energy in everything she saw as she paced the house to stay warm: in the chipped wineglass left in the sink, the sloppily folded beach towels and stained pillowcases, her mother’s cookbooks, her father’s telescope, even in the bulb digger where they’d always hidden the heavy iron key that unlocked the back door. Their possessions seemed ready to be put to use again and again, and made the house feel like it was less a place they’d left behind than a place they’d planned to return to.
Ann shivered and took a sip of her now-cold Starbucks coffee. She checked her phone to see if Carol, the Realtor, had tried to contact her to say she’d be late, but she had weak cell reception out here on the Outer Cape. Maybe she’d gotten lost. You couldn’t see the house from Route 6, and the mouth of the long driveway, tucked in a thicket of brush and oak trees, was easy to miss.