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Chapters (65)
  1. Prologue
  2. Part One: Channels
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Interlude I: Elsewhere
  9. Interlude II: Bellis Coldwine
  10. Part Two: Salt
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Interlude III: Elsewhere
  21. Part Three: The Compass Factory
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Interlude IV: Elsewhere
  29. Part Four: Blood
  30. Chapter Twenty-One
  31. Chapter Twenty-Two
  32. Chapter Twenty-Three
  33. Chapter Twenty-Four
  34. Chapter Twenty-Five
  35. Chapter Twenty-Six
  36. Interlude V: Tanner Sack
  37. Interlude VI: Elsewhere
  38. Part Five: Storms
  39. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  40. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  41. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  42. Chapter Thirty
  43. Chapter Thirty-One
  44. Chapter Thirty-Two
  45. Interlude VII: Basilisk Channel
  46. Interlude VIII: Elsewhere
  47. Part Six: Morning Walker
  48. Chapter Thirty-Three
  49. Chapter Thirty-Four
  50. Chapter Thirty-Five
  51. Chapter Thirty-Six
  52. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  53. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  54. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  55. Chapter Forty
  56. Interlude IX: The Brucolac
  57. Part Seven: The Lookout
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Chapter Forty-Two
  60. Chapter Forty-Three
  61. Chapter Forty-Four
  62. Chapter Forty-Five
  63. Chapter Forty-Six
  64. Chapter Forty-Seven
  65. Coda: Tanner Sack

"What are you doing here?" said Bellis eventually, quietly. "How long have you believed me?" She studied him, her confusion exhausting her. Since I stepped onto this fucking city, she thought with sudden clarity, I’ve been on the edge of my nerves, every moment. I’m tired.

"I always believed you," he said, his voice expressionless. "I never thought you summoned New Crobuzon deliberately, though I know-I’ve always known-you have no love for this place. When you came to me before, I was expecting to hear something else.

"Listening to Fennec, hearing him talk, trying to stay silent, trying to implicate you, admitting the truth… He’s saying different things with every minute. But the truth is obvious: you were stupid," Doul said without emotion. "You believed him. Thought you were… what? What did he tell you again? Saving your city. You weren’t out to destroy us; you were trying to save your homeland so that one day you could return to it, still whole and saved. You weren’t trying to destroy us; you were just stupid."

Bellis’ face was set. She was burning.

Doul watched her. "You were caught up in it, weren’t you?" he said. "In the idea of… connecting with your home. The fact of doing something. That was enough, wasn’t it? You… saving your city."

Doul spoke in a soft monotone, and Bellis looked down at her hands.

"I bet," he continued, "that if you ever did think about what you’d been told… I bet you felt uneasy."

He said it almost kindly. The maggot of doubt was alive again, grubbing through Bellis’ head.

"There was nothing of him," said Doul, "in the Wordhoard.

"His berth down in the hold, it was clean and dry. His walls were covered with notes, pinned everywhere. Diagrams telling him who’s whose man or woman, and who runs what, and who owes whom. It was damned impressive. He’d learnt everything he needed. He had… spliced himself into the city’s politics. Always keeping himself hidden. Different rendezvous for different informants, and different names-Simon Fench and Silas Fennec were only two of many.

"But nothing of him. He’s like an empty doll. Those notes everywhere, like posters, and a little hand printing press, and ink and grease. His clothes in a trunk, his notebook in his bag-that’s all there was of him. It was pathetic." Doul met Bellis’ eyes. "You could examine that room for hours, and you’d still have no idea what Silas Fennec was like.

"He’s nothing but an empty skin stuffed with schemes."

But he’s been quieted now, thought Bellis, and we continue northward. The Lovers win. Their troubles are over, is that right, Uther? She stared at him and tried to reestablish between them something she had lost.

"What were you writing?" said Doul, shocking her, "when I came in?" He indicated her pocket, where she had stuffed her letter.