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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

‘What?’ His mind is still fuddled by nightmares; he cannot fathom why the farmer’s daughter is in a shed in the early hours of the morning, wearing a pretty frock and a cardigan and a pair of her best shoes. ‘It’s two in the morning, Gwen, where on earth have you been? What’s going on?’

‘I’m locked out, that’s what’s going on, and I’m trying to get back in.’ There is clear irritation in her carefully formed words. ‘I forgot to pick up the spare key and Dad’s locked up. I can hardly hammer on the door this time of night, can I? So I’m just going to climb in through my bedroom window, I’ve done it before.’ She lifts the ladder. Its ends tip up and down like uneven scales as she tries to pass it over the plough. It crashes against the metal frame and the stillness of the night amplifies the din. Jack winces.

‘You’re going to wake the dead, lass,’ he hisses, darting a glance at the blinkered farmhouse, relieved when no light appears. He rubs his hand over his face then winds his way between the plough and the seed drill to take the ladder from her before she creates any more of a disturbance. Up close, he smells the sickly taint of whisky clinging to her skin. Her sideways glance skates off him.

‘Your dad has no idea you’ve snuck out, does he? What have you been up to, Gwen?’

And then, as Kip idly scratches behind his ear and a tawny owl’s hoot echoes from the woods, he takes in the puzzle pieces set out before him – the misbuttoned cardigan, the Dutch courage, the luminous glaze to Gwen’s eyes and the secretive curve of her lips – and with lightning speed he slots them together: Gordon.

He doesn’t know whether he has said the name aloud or simply screamed it in his head, but it makes no difference. Gwen perceives his deduction.

‘Dad’s got him all wrong, Jack. He loves me, he’s serious about us.’

‘Then let him come here and make that clear to your dad.’

‘Oh Jack, you’ve seen how Dad is. He wouldn’t give him the time of day.’ Slick with drink, her words slip into each other, though he can see the effort she is making to form each one, like wary footsteps on ice.

‘You can’t sneak around like this, Gwen. Your dad is going to find out.’

‘Then let him. And when he sees the lengths we’re prepared to go to in order to see each other, perhaps he’ll realise he can’t keep us apart – not when we so want to be together. And we do, we want to be together.’