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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Muriel doesn’t stay long after dinner, instead she cycles home as soon as the clearing up is done. Ted shows no signs of following suit so Gwen has little choice but to invite him through to the sitting room. She turns on the wireless ready for the evening news while Ted goes down on one knee to feed another log into the fire. Nora persuades her to break out the sherry and she pours them each a small glass. When she finally sits down, Tom crawls onto her lap and rests his head against her chest. She can see him fighting the urge to suck his thumb, but he eventually succumbs.

Nora jiggles her knee restlessly as she gulps down her drink. Gwen can see she is distracted, impatient … bored … and so is not surprised when the Land Girl leaps to her feet.

‘Do you know what, I might pop down to the Hare and Hounds, see who’s about. Anyone fancy joining me?’

‘You’re not going out this time of night, surely?’ Ted says, throwing a glance at Gwen but she fails to acknowledge it. She has long been used to Nora’s impetuous ways. She stopped trying to rein the girl in years ago – let her reap what she sows, she thinks. Instead she gently eases Tom to his feet.

‘Come on, Tom. Time for bed, I think.’

‘Right, well I’ll just get ready then,’ Nora declares. They listen to her bound up the stairs. Her bedroom door creaks and slams.

‘Say goodnight, Tom,’ Gwen prompts as the tired boy drags his feet towards the door.

He murmurs sleepily over his shoulder. Gwen ushers him into the hall. She hesitates, expecting Ted to take the opportunity to excuse himself for the evening, but instead he reaches over to pick up the newspaper from the floor besides Nora’s vacated chair. He shakes it open and begins to read. Uncertain what to say, Gwen follows her son.

She takes her time putting Tom to bed. She lifts into place the blackout blind which – though no longer needed – effectively blocks the invasive light of the lengthening evenings, helping Tom to sleep. She does not chivvy him while he changes into his pyjamas. She neatly folds each piece of discarded clothing and puts it away. She reads him a story, and when he asks she reads him another, though on other nights she would adopt a strict tone and say ‘No more, sleep now’ before turning down the dial on his paraffin lamp. She hears the clack of Nora’s door latch and her unguarded steps on the landing just before she peers into Tom’s room to mouth goodnight, fresh lipstick gleaming on her lips.