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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

It is the morning of the dance and Gwen asks Muriel for help washing her hair. Jim is talking to Jack about seed drills and ratios, but Jack is struggling to focus. His eyes stray to the sink where Gwen and Muriel are whispering between themselves so as not to disturb them. Muriel part-fills a white enamel jug with water from the kettle, while Gwen undoes the top buttons on her shirt and wriggles the loosened fabric down around her shoulders, exposing the greying straps of her brassiere. She holds the scrubby towel that Muriel drapes around her neck in place, then hangs her head over the Belfast sink, her golden curls tumbling forward. Jack forces himself to look away.

He tries to tune into Jim’s droning monologue, but the sound of flowing water steals his attention and his eyes slide to the sink once more. Water cascades from the jug’s broad spout, catching the light from the window as it streams over Gwen’s head. Setting the jug down, Muriel lathers up some soap and attacks the saturated hair. Gwen is tugged and turned by her vigorous ministrations.

‘So, I think it should be all right, you see,’ Jim concludes, getting to his feet. ‘But we’ll make a start and see how we get on.’

‘Yes,’ Jack stutters. He has failed to absorb anything the farmer has said, but he covers his distraction by following his lead and rising from the table.

‘Gwen, will you be along?’

‘Yes, Dad.’ Gwen’s response is drowned by pouring water. Soap suds slip down the length of her slick hair. ‘I’ll be as quick as I can.’

‘No rush,’ Jim says as he makes his way outside. He lights a cigarette while Jack balances against the doorjamb to shove on his gumboots. ‘She’ll be as pretty as a picture tonight.’ Jim winks. ‘You’ll be proud to have her on your arm.’ He calls to the waiting dog and sets off towards the yard.

Jack follows on, painfully aware his rising anticipation is nothing short of foolish.

Later, in the tack room, he dresses with care. Muriel has indeed found a suit and has made it fit, lengthening the leg by taking down the hem; the faded line in the material that betrays the alteration can barely be seen. Dressed only in his trousers and vest, his braces hanging by his sides, he lathers up his face and bends to the mirror as he drags the razor over his stubble. When its head blossoms with foam he rinses it in the small bowl before him, swirling it until the water laps it clean. Angling his jaw to the glass, he draws the blade down again.