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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Gwen is sullen as they fill the concrete tub in the back field with water and, when the task is complete, she strides off towards the barn without a word, leaving Jack to hurry after her. Tucked in a murky corner, amongst hessian sacks of seed and feed, is a bag of powder detergent. They both reach for it at the same time.

‘I can manage.’

‘I don’t doubt it.’

Recognising her fight is with her father alone, Gwen relents with a peevish sigh and steps away. Jack grips the top corners of the sack but makes no move to lift it.

‘You’re already seeing him, aren’t you? That lad.’

‘It’s hardly any of your business.’

‘No, lass, it certainly isn’t,’ he admits quietly. Still he does not lift the sack.

‘You won’t say anything, will you? To Dad, I mean?’ she says at last.

His breath escapes through his teeth. ‘Like I say, lass, it isn’t my business to get involved.’

‘He’s done nothing wrong, Jack – nothing to earn Dad’s contempt.’

‘Jim’s just trying to protect you.’

‘From what? Life?’ Her hands lift in frustration. ‘I’m old enough to make my own decisions and, if necessary, my own mistakes. But it’s not a mistake. Dad can’t believe that someone like Gordon could ever truly want someone like me. But he does. It’s not Gordon who cares about the differences between us – it’s my own father. That’s the irony. He should be happy for me.’

‘So instead you’re running around behind his back? Hiding notes for each other, is that it?’

‘You did see me then.’

‘At the gate? I did.’

‘Well, how else are we supposed to communicate when Dad refuses to let him anywhere near the place?’

He does not want to know about her affair, and yet now the secret is shared between them, he is greedy for more information, even though each morsel sticks in his throat and once swallowed rests like lead in his stomach.

‘So, if you don’t mind me asking, how long has this been going on?’

‘A couple of months.’ Her voice warms with the reminiscence. ‘Long enough for us to know how we feel about each other. We met at the Hunt Ball. He came up to the house a couple of days later to ask me out, but Dad sent him packing. We found a way, though, to see each other.’

‘And has he tried talking with your dad since then?’

‘Gordon? Why would he want to? You’ve seen for yourself how Dad is with him.’

‘Has he tried though? Walked up to the door and asked to speak to him, man to man?’

‘Well … no … because we both know what sort of reception he’ll get.’

Jack rests his weight on the sack, the hessian crushed in his tightening fists. ‘But he’s going to have to sometime, surely?’