Back The Return
Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

‘Give me the keys, Jim,’ Ted says, walking towards the driver’s side with more concentration than should be necessary, banging into the front wing as he misjudges his way. ‘I’ll drive.’

‘The hell you will,’ Jack grimaces. ‘You’re three sheets to the wind as well.’

‘I’m perfectly capable—’

‘And I’m more capable.’ Jack wrestles open the rear door and, with some rough guidance and a bit of shoving, he manages to fold the drunken farmer inside. Jim slumps across the back seat. Jack curses under his breath as he slams the door and makes his way round to the driver’s side. ‘I’m driving.’

Ted looks set to argue. Jack draws himself up to his full height, preparing to square up to him, but at the last minute, the other man relents. Slurring some derogatory comment, Ted staggers back to the passenger side, one hand on the bonnet to steady himself. Jack gets in behind the wheel.

He grinds the gears and almost stalls the engine, out of practice and unfamiliar with the car. It’s some time since he pootled around the shipyard in a borrowed truck, but before long the natural rhythm of the dance returns to him and soon his feet coordinate effortlessly with the shifting stick.

The night swallows them. The moon is waning, lying on its back as if it too has imbibed too much and toppled into slumber. Jack peers through the windscreen as he struggles to decipher the dimly lit road before him.

‘She died eleven years ago today.’

Jack snatches a look at the man beside him. Ted’s expression is shrouded in shadows and his voice is thick with alcohol and sorrow.

‘Jim’s Vera. Gwen’s mother. My wife and child had died just a few months earlier. All of them TB.’

‘I’m sorry.’

‘So, you’ll forgive us if we take a few pints this night in memory of what we’ve lost.’ His words are edged with bitterness.

‘That’s why Gwen wasn’t sure …’ Jack is almost unaware he has voiced his deduction, until he senses Ted looking at him, ‘… about going out.’

‘The ball was bad timing – tonight of all nights. But I say there’s nothing wrong in honouring our loved ones’ memories.’

Jack twists round briefly to take in the comatose figure sprawled across the back seat. He returns his focus to the road.

‘He’s blind drunk. He’s hardly honouring any memory getting into a state like that.’

‘But he doesn’t drink to remember …’ Ted’s stare drills through the gloom. ‘He drinks to forget. Ah, you can sit there all superior. You’ve no idea what grief does to a man.’

‘Don’t presume to know me. You don’t know me at all.’

The car’s wan headlights fall on the garden wall of Ted’s farmhouse. Jack pulls on the handbrake, but leaves the engine ticking over.