Back The Return
Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Jack cannot breathe. He stares up at her. Short cap sleeves cover her shoulders and a square-cut bodice clings to her torso, nipping in at her waist, before flowing out in an emerald skirt that skims her hips to pool at her feet, a shimmering waterfall of velvet. Her freshly washed hair is scooped back and falls around her face in gentle waves. She has kept her make-up light: a touch of powder, a discreet coat of lipstick. She is, he thinks, perfection itself.

‘Will I do?’ The question reveals the fragility of her confidence. It is as delicate as finely blown glass – one careless touch and it will shatter.

‘Do? Will you do? By God, Gwen, you look beautiful.’ Jim turns to the two men beside him. ‘Doesn’t she look a peach, lads?’

Ted’s voice is rusty; his cheeks colour as he stumbles through his flattery. Jack remains silent. He does not trust himself to speak.

Gwen glides down the stairs, the velvet rippling with each step, clearly embarrassed by their overt admiration. Muriel drapes a fox stole around her shoulders and hands her a silver clutch.

The brass bell jangling above the front door instigates a flurry of activity. Muriel clucks over Gwen, checking she has all she needs, while Ted and Jack fall back into the shadows. Jack notices how Ted tugs at his own shirt, as if regretting his lacklustre appearance. Jim tussles with the wedged bolts on the little-used entrance until eventually they give way and, with a turn of the key, he pulls open the door to reveal a girl of Gwen’s age, dressed in pink satin. A car idles in the lane.

‘Hello, Lucy dear, don’t you look pretty as a picture.’ Jim is more jovial than Jack has ever seen him. ‘I won’t kiss you,’ he laughs, as he hands Gwen over the threshold. ‘I don’t want to leave a grubby mark on your cheek. Thank your parents for me, Lucy, and Gwen, I’ll pick you up at eleven.’

‘Oh midnight, please, Dad.’

‘Eleven and not a minute later!’

Though her father is ushering her out, his hand on her back, Gwen cranes around, searching for Jack. In a silent communiqué, her eyes slide towards Jim. Jack’s nod banishes the anxiety that fleetingly mars her perfection and the tension in her shoulders visibly eases as she accompanies her giggling friend from the house.

Jim stands on the doorstep and waves her off until the car has pulled away. When he finally closes the door, Jack notices a wistfulness in his expression that hadn’t been evident previously and his features darken as if a scudding cloud has temporarily smothered the sun. When it passes, his returning brightness seems strangely forced. ‘Right then.’ He rubs his hands together with the vigour of someone trying too hard. ‘Let’s get ourselves down to the pub.’