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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

‘Aye, you’re making a fuss, lass.’ Jack grins as he starts working the teats. His confidence grows as the milk flows freely. He is unperturbed by the back hoof that paws the stone with building impatience, nor does he notice Gwen’s wary expression.

‘There you are … no problems at all …’ he crows as the milk begins to wane.

The cow’s tail hitches and Gwen recoils. He looks around in time to see a cascade of liquid muck flow from the cow’s rear, spattering onto the stone, splashing his trouser leg. The smell is ripe. Cursing, he springs up just as the ill-tempered cow delivers a well-aimed kick to the bucket, sending it clattering onto its side, a river of creamy milk mingling with the steaming slurry to form a sickening mire.

Forgetting himself, Jack throws up his arms swearing like the docker he is, damning the animal before him to hell and back. It is some minutes before he notices Gwen is doubled over. As he falls silent, she throws back her head. Her raucous guffaw rips through the milking parlour and the tears streaming down her cheeks charm his furious scowl into a fool’s grin.

She is still teasing him as they roll the final churns down to the milk stand at the farm gate, ready for collection by the local creamery. Jack grunts as he lifts them up onto the platform, the metal casings grating as he nestles them together.

‘All done,’ he says.

They turn back for the yard, but just after Jack has passed through the gate, Gwen drops down to a crouch.

‘Laces,’ she declares, as she begins to redo them. ‘Go on, I’ll catch you up. Pour me a cup of tea, will you?’

He heads towards the house, but as he reaches the steps, he looks back. Gwen is no longer attending to her boot laces, instead she appears to be retrieving something from under the loose brick in the gatepost.

Whatever it is, one thing is clear: she does not want anyone to see.

Jack carries out his careful study of the newspaper again that evening. There is news of the royal trip to America; of bombs exploding in post offices and pillar boxes across London, Manchester and Birmingham as the IRA terrorises the country, but there is no news from Newcastle. Once again, he shuts the paper with a sense of relief, though the twin monkeys of fear and guilt cling stubbornly to his back. As he sinks into his chair, his anxieties soothed by the gentle music emanating from the wireless, he realises his urge to run is dissipating. He steals a look at Gwen. He is safe to stay. For a little while, he cautions himself silently. Just for a little while. He cannot risk becoming complacent.