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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

‘Bloody threshing team.’ Ted takes out his frustration on a clod of soil, kicking it across the field. ‘Someone must have said about that fight.’

‘And Nora’s been talking. That detective didn’t have to tell me who it was, I knew from what he said. If anyone works out the connection between Tom and Gordon …’ She turns, doubling over as a wave of nausea hits her.

Ted rests his hand awkwardly on her back. She pulls away – not to hurt him, she just can’t bear being touched – but seeing the pain her perceived rejection causes, she mutters an apology. She releases a ragged breath and looks up the field. Three crows skim the ground in low flight.

‘When will he back?’ Ted asks at last.

She shrugs and shakes her head. ‘I don’t know.’ Her throat aches. ‘I knew I’d go mad, sitting at home waiting … I thought it was best to keep busy.’

‘I’m sure it’ll be all right.’

‘That’s what Jack said to me. But I’m not so sure.’

‘Is there anything I can do?’

‘I just want him back.’

Her confession escapes as a whisper and this time it is Ted who looks away. He studies the solitary oak tree that stands guard over the field. It has cast off its autumnal shawl, leaving a tracery of branches silhouetted against the pale sky.

‘I see.’

He says the words so softly they are almost lost on the rise and fall of the breeze that brushes their faces.

He pulls out his handkerchief and wipes his mouth. ‘Well … I’d best be getting on.’

She nods, unable to shift her misery even to raise a farewell.

He starts to walk away, but stops, staring at the horizon. He turns back to her.

‘It will be all right, Gwen. I promise you that.’ He scuffs the soil with the sole of his boot, searching for the right words. ‘He’s a good man, Jack. I’ve come to see that. A good man.’

‘He is,’ she manages.

He looks at her intently for a moment, then summons a wistful smile.

‘Goodbye, Gwen.’

She watches him go, his shoulders hunched, his head hanging low, and suddenly she feels neglectful of him and realises that she has taken him too much for granted.

‘Come over for dinner tonight? I’d appreciate your company,’ she calls, wanting desperately to make amends – a gesture of gratitude long overdue.

He fails to acknowledge the offer. Fearing he hasn’t heard she starts to go after him, but as he reaches the gate he raises his hand to accept. Without looking back, he walks out into the lane.

She is sluicing out the parlour, cleaning up from the afternoon milking, when Jack appears. Sweeping the murky water out into the yard, she looks up to see him at the gate. Her broom crashes to the ground and she is running.