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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Jack begins to read. It is one of her old books, retrieved from the bookcase in the dining room a few days before – Tom’s choice. She has only vague recollections of the story but, as Jack reads on, more escape from the confines of her memory. She rests her temple against the smooth wood of the stair pillar, closing her eyes. The gentle timbre of Jack’s voice erases the unpleasant events of the day, until at last she feels the tension leach from her muscles and her eyelids grow heavy.

‘That’s enough for tonight, little one.’

Her eyes flare open. She hears the book clap shut. Tom’s water glass clinks against his alarm clock as space is made on the bedside table. She is quick to her feet and deftly descends, silent as a mouse, as Jack says his goodnights and turns out the lamp. She dives into the sitting room, her father’s chair welcoming her into its sagging embrace as she snatches up her knitting from the bag beside it. She sits, the needles poised in her hands, listening as the stairs declare Jack’s approach. She is breathless as she waits, a delicious tremor of trepidation stirring deep inside. She hears him pause beyond the door. When he walks on past, she is crushed with disappointment.

But then she remembers the unemptied tub and, sure enough, she hears the faint swoosh of water sluicing down the kitchen drain, and the dull ring of cast iron. She tries to be patient, sliding her needles through loops of wool, endeavouring to keep an even strain, but they soon fall idle as she tries to predict how much longer he will be.

She hears his muffled footsteps on the hall runner. Her needles burst into action, their click-clickety-click forming a Morse code: come join me, come join me …

He clears his throat to catch her attention. She looks up, contriving surprise. He stands in the doorway, his shirt sleeves rolled to his elbow, his hair nearly dry.

‘I’ve emptied the tub and hung it back up.’

‘Thank you.’

He shifts his weight. ‘Well, I’ll head on out now … See you in the morning.’

‘You don’t have to.’ The words spring from her without warning. Like fingers clawing at his shoulder, they stop him mid-turn. ‘You’re very welcome to join me.’

He does not respond to her offer immediately. She feels a humiliating crawl of colour up her cheeks, but then his expression becomes so wistful, her embarrassment seeps away and unexpected tenderness takes its place.

‘I’d best …’ he gestures vaguely outwards, ‘I’ll go back to the tack room … I have plenty to be getting on with, like.’

‘Do you?’

His eyes spark with amusement. ‘Do you not believe me?’

‘I just thought … well, now Nora’s gone, there’s no need for such careful pretence …’

‘It’s not pretence. I am working on something.’

‘You are?’

‘Aye.’