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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

She recognises her own handwriting immediately. The flimsy paper package crackles as she takes it from the bag and she feels intense shame that after six years there are so few – a mere token gesture, the half-hearted fulfilment of a pledge. Self-loathing rises from the pit of her stomach. She is about to replace them when she notices another bundle and tucked beneath that yet another string-tied stack, both significantly bigger than the humble collection in her hand. Her brows knit. The top envelopes are addressed to her.

‘Were you looking for something?’

She drops the letters and whirls around, her cheeks flaring. Jack stands in the doorway.

‘Muriel’s doing a wash,’ she blurts out. ‘I came to get your uniform. I … I didn’t know whether there was anything else you needed doing.’

‘Everything in that bag is clean.’ She shrinks from his steady scrutiny. ‘Thank you,’ he adds.

‘Right.’

Desperate to escape, she bustles over to the bed to gather up the abandoned khaki clothing. She stiffens as he joins her. The photograph still lies upon the jacket. When she makes no attempt to pick it up, he reaches past her and wordlessly removes it. She does not dare to look at him. She simply gathers up the uniform, clutching it against her.

‘I’m sorry,’ she whispers, and before he can ask her to explain, she rushes from the room.

Nora has taken to going out most nights since Jack’s return, but Gwen does not miss her company. As soon as she leaves, with Tom safely tucked in bed, Jack excuses himself and retreats to the tack room. It is only then that, to her surprise, Gwen feels the loneliness of her home.

With too much time to think and too little interruption, she sits before the smouldering fire and traverses the corridors of her past, hovering beside doors she wishes she had opened, curious now as to what they might have revealed. The clock on the mantel ticks her solitary evenings away and she is always grateful when it reaches the hour for her to shut up the farm.

She checks on Tom, sleeping peacefully in the darkness, before softly descending the stairs. She pulls on her worsted jacket, for the nights are cold now with October baying at September’s door. She is just pushing on her boots when Nora lets herself in and they both exclaim in surprise, coming so suddenly face to face.

‘You’re earlier than I expected,’ Gwen says.

‘Oh, the pub was dead – except for Ted, he was there, drinking by himself. He offered to walk me home and since no one else was around to entertain me, I didn’t see the point of stopping. Are you shutting up? Want a hand?’

‘Yes, don’t worry, though, I’ll do it.’

‘Where’s your chap? Isn’t he going to help you close up?’

‘He’s still working,’ Gwen says quickly, ‘in the tack room.’