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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

‘Where did you sleep then?’

‘Sometimes we slept in buildings or barns, but most of the time we were just out in woods and fields in shell scrapes or trenches, or just lying on the ground.’

‘Under the stars?’

‘Aye lad, under the stars.’

‘I want to sleep outside one night, but Mummy says I’m too little.’

Jack wisely remains neutral on the subject. ‘Well, you listen to your mam for now. She probably knows best.’

The boy nods. ‘Is that the same uniform you wore when you were fighting?’

Jack laughs. ‘Aye, it is.’ He lifts his arm and sniffs the coarse khaki fabric. ‘Does it honk a bit?’

Tom giggles and shakes his head. Silence descends again like a stage curtain.

‘Were you scared?’ the boy asks at last.

‘Aye … sometimes.’

Tom rests his forehead on his bony knees. They listen to the crackle of a squirrel racing up a tree and the resonant hammer of a woodpecker in the distance. Beyond the shelter, bronzed leaves drift lazily to the ground, tipping and falling on the breeze ruffling the canopy.

Tom raises his head. ‘When you were away …’ His voice is little more than a shy whisper, but it catches Jack’s attention immediately. The bravery behind it is tangible. ‘… Did you think of me and Mummy?’

Jack finds he is unable to answer. His throat is too tight. He swallows down emotion he did not think himself capable of until, finally, he trusts himself to speak.

‘Aye, lad. All the time … all the time.’

Gwen notices the sea change straight away. On their return to the farmhouse Tom chatters away nineteen to the dozen, firing questions at Jack and making demands on his attention without stopping for breath. They are carried into the kitchen on the incessant tide of his voice. Jack gamely tries to find pause to answer the boy as best he can, before being cut off by the next enquiry that springs from his inquisitive mind. Gwen does not know how to react to the delighted amusement playing in Muriel’s eyes, while Nora just laughs as she ducks outside to make use of the privy. At last, Gwen takes pity on Jack.

‘That’s enough, Tom, give your father a rest.’

And suddenly the kitchen falls still; only Tom carries on, oblivious to his mother’s choice of words. Jack lifts his gaze to Gwen and in the ensuing moment they flounder in things left unsaid. She is relieved when Tom asks Jack a question, forcing him to break away.

Now he has discovered his father, Tom is reluctant to let him go. He trails after him, faithful and reverent. Gwen is astonished by Jack’s endless patience, but the growing attachment renders her uneasy: she knows it cannot last and she fears the damage that will be wrought when it ends.