Back The Return
Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

‘I might have done if anybody had thought to tell me,’ Nora grumbles, pulling a headscarf from her trouser pocket. She knots it over her hair. ‘I would have thought you and the returning hero would have been the ones in need of a lie-in this morning.’ She pushes past Gwen and jogs towards the milking parlour, slowing to shout back, ‘Tom was asking for you, he’s inside with Muriel.’

Jack smoothly settles back into the milking. He derives such pleasure from the simple task that the events of the past six years fall away and he is almost lulled into believing they are little more than troubling figments of his imagination. In the cool gloom of the parlour, with the sharp tang of cow dung, the slosh of milk and the steady chomp of hay, the war becomes nothing more than a faded nightmare, its residual fear dwindling as each waking moment strengthens the reassuring reality of the here and now.

‘All coming back to you, is it?’

He is startled from his reverie by Nora. She props herself against the wooden side of the stall, an emptied pail in her hand. The cow he is milking sidles, her hooves catching against the stone.

‘It is. Like I’ve never been away.’

He lowers his head, his hands moving steadily. She remains, watching him. He is relieved when Gwen arrives and Nora pushes herself up and finally moves away.

He offers to drive the herd back to the field and savours the peace of his solitary return. He relishes the beauty of the countryside around him – the wood’s verdant robes turned to glowing hues of yellow, bronze and red; the shadows of clouds scudding across the harrowed fields; the harmonious bird song that sends his spirits soaring. He has traipsed across Italy, France, Belgium, into Germany even, and seen these changes in foreign climes over the years, but nowhere has the changing season been as beautiful as it is here. His cautious heart lifts with the joy of being home.

There is a figure loitering just shy of the farm gate as he approaches. He takes a fortifying breath and subconsciously straightens his spine when he realises Ted has seen him. The farmer takes a final drag on the stub of cigarette caught between his yellowed fingers, before tossing it into the nettles and long grass of the verge.

‘So, it is true then,’ he says by way of greeting as Jack draws up short. ‘I heard you were back.’

‘Aye.’

‘Didn’t think you would be, what with one thing and another.’

Jack’s brow flickers. He is unsure whether there is hidden meaning in the farmer’s words. ‘Got lucky, I guess.’

The wind whistles between them. Ted takes a step closer. He lowers his voice.