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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

He finds it strange how things have changed. He misses Jim’s cap and coat, absent from the hooks by the back door. He misses the smell of coal smoke from the range and even the distinctive tang of Woodbine stubs in the ashtray. He finds Nora’s bold presence disconcerting. The kitchen strains under the pressure of her energy, her buoyant personality, as if struggling to contain her. He is glad for Muriel’s extended company, though, for since Jim’s death he learns she now stays for dinner and often lingers after. He finds her maternal disposition comforting. She, at least, is free with a ready smile. Gwen keeps her head down and her gaze averted, with whatever closeness they momentarily experienced in the tack room long forgotten – and he fears regretted.

They stop in the kitchen talking until Muriel takes her leave at half six. Jack joins Gwen, Nora and Tom in the sitting room. Gwen takes her father’s chair and turns on the wireless. Jack is left with the settee when Nora lays claim to Gwen’s old seat.

Tom scurries into the corner behind Gwen where he clearly considers himself safe from Jack. He lies on his tummy, opening a sketch pad. The scratch of his coloured pencils on the paper is interrupted by the occasional sigh and wriggle of limbs.

Gwen takes out mending from the knitting bag beside her chair and proceeds to push a darning egg into the heel of a sock. She licks the end of her thread into a sharp point, then feeds it through the eye of her needle, cutting off the excess with her teeth. Nora meanwhile is engrossed in a lengthy letter received that morning. She nibbles a broken nail as she reads, giggling as she turns the sheet over to follow the scrunched writing along.

Jack picks up the evening paper but though he unfolds the pages he has no interest in the stories it contains, and instead he uses it to conceal his observations – of Tom’s raised heels as they absently kick the air and of Gwen, her top teeth tugging at her bottom lip as she guides her needle through the sock. He has imagined such simple domestic scenes as these over the years and now he intends to enjoy them while he can, for he suspects his reprieve will be short-lived. But he will savour them gladly for now.

When the mantel clock chimes seven, Gwen puts away her darning and rises from her chair, calling Tom to bed.

‘Goodnight, Tommy boy,’ Nora says, looking up from her letter as Tom dashes to join Gwen at the door.

Jack closes the paper. He smiles at the boy. ‘Goodnight, Tom.’

But the boy merely buries his face into Gwen. She casts Jack an apologetic look, then ushers him from the room. Jack listens to the boy’s rapid ascent of the stairs.