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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

He is aware then of the boy. He has crept forward, stealthy and unsure, like a curious kit exploring beyond the safety of the burrow. He peers out from behind his mother’s legs, his expression wary. Jack meets his solemn eyes and is overcome by the realisation that this is the child, the child it was all for – the façade of their marriage, the promise made and now broken. This child drew them together and forced them apart. And yet he has an overwhelming sense of this being his child, and suddenly a sob chokes him. He covers it with a cough and hopes that Gwen remains oblivious to the rush of love that has caught him unawares. Of all things, it is his reaction to the boy that is the most unanticipated.

He crouches down, fearful his knees might give way, for he is trembling as if possessed by a fever. He looks at the boy with wonder, studying his every feature – the curve of his brow, the sweep of his mouth, the line of his button nose. He has been absorbing the same features in miniature every night for the past five years, tracing their black-and-white outlines. And now he sees them in the flesh: the boy a little bigger, the features more defined.

‘And you must be Tom.’

His voice gives way on the boy’s name. He tries to smile, but the swell of his emotion is so great it fails to become the bold expression he intended – though it is charged with joy all the same. The boy nods, before ducking behind his mother’s legs. Jack thinks his heart might burst.

‘Don’t be shy, Tom, say hello to your daddy! He’s back at last – back from the war. What a lucky boy you are to have your daddy home.’

It is the Land Girl who speaks. Previously, she has been little more than a sketch in Gwen’s occasional letters, but now she sidles forward in full embodiment, a scythe in her hand, her face alive with devilment.

‘I think you’ve stunned them both into silence,’ she laughs. Gwen shoots her an annoyed look, but the girl is unrepentant; she merely leans on her scythe and settles in to enjoy the show.

Jack pushes himself up to standing. He had not factored in the presence of a stranger. There is a confidence to the Land Girl that unnerves him and he wishes she was not there. He had never wanted his first meeting with Gwen to be a spectacle, but she is turning it into one and he resents her for it. The words he has practised are lost in the stage fright of an actor facing an audience for the first time.

‘This is Nora … my Land Girl,’ Gwen says, as if sensing – and perhaps sharing – his disquiet.

‘So I gathered,’ he says, before mumbling a greeting.