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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

‘It’s not a story, it’s the truth. Now look here, there really is nothing left to be said. I’m sorry I misled him all those years ago – it was a shoddy thing to do, I admit, and I’m not proud of my behaviour that summer, but I was young and stupid … ignorant …’ She brushes her hair back from her face and catches a waft of manure. She realises she must stink. ‘Anyway, he quite rightly ignored my letters then and he should ignore them now. I don’t know why he should suddenly care—’

‘Because he can’t have any more children.’

Lady Helen observes Gwen’s shock, her own dull eyes betraying her suppressed emotion. ‘He didn’t tell you that, did he? He sustained an injury while fighting in North Africa. No other lasting physical effects … just that one. So, you see, Tom takes on a new significance. He is the only natural son and heir that Gordon will ever be able to have.’

‘He is not Gordon’s son. He’s my husband’s.’

‘Ah, yes … your husband. He was your father’s farm labourer, wasn’t he? You see, Mrs Ellison, I’ve read your letters – so powerful, so desperate … pitiful even. I don’t believe you could have fabricated that passion … and I don’t believe you could have whored yourself about when you had that depth of feeling for Gordon. This tall tale of stringing both him and your husband along at the same time … I don’t buy it, Mrs Ellison, and neither does Gordon.’ She sighs as if Gwen is some troublesome conundrum. She cocks her head to one side and pulls a sympathetic moue. ‘What a predicament you found yourself in; how impossible everything must have seemed.’ Her focus trails over Gwen’s shoulder to Tom. ‘Gordon is of the opinion that this “husband” was a convenience, paid for by your father.’

‘That’s not true.’

‘Isn’t it?’ Her voice peaks with disbelief as she studies Gwen, the ghost of a smile on her lips. ‘Then why hasn’t he come home? We’ve made some enquiries, you see. Between us, Gordon and I have some useful family connections. Your husband, Mrs Ellison, isn’t dead … he’s not listed as missing, he is not a POW – in fact, your husband was demobbed several weeks ago, which begs the question – where has he got to? What husband … what father … doesn’t leave the army and rush home to his family?’ She tips her head to one side. ‘Perhaps one who never really had a family in the first place.’

Her smile is chilling. Gwen turns towards the field struggling to absorb the information, unsure how to react to the news that Jack is not dead and that he is thankfully keeping his promise.