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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Her encounter with Gordon leaves Gwen unnerved and his threats frighten her. She is painfully aware that the law has a tendency to favour men – especially those with wealth and social standing. She curses herself for her stupidity, for ever having set her cap at Gordon Allingham, for thinking her father was wrong, when – in truth – her father had never been wrong about anything in his life – a realisation she has come to far too late.

She longs to lock Tom away in the house. She will do anything to keep him safe. She is terrified of what measures Gordon might take, what extremes he might be capable of to achieve his ends. It is all she can do to stop herself from packing a case of their things and fleeing.

Fractured sleep leaves her sombre and quiet, though she dismisses Muriel’s concern and Nora’s genial enquiries. Tom begs to come with them to the fields, and she is about to dismiss his request when she pauses, contemplating that it might be better if he is with her, if only for her own peace of mind. So, to Muriel’s surprise, she agrees, scooping the boy up, hugging him close, smothering his neck with kisses until he is squirming in her arms, giggling, demanding to be put down.

They are going muck-spreading. Tom comes with her to bring Bobby in from the paddock, running unevenly over the tussocks, whooping with excitement as he goes. Ted has borrowed the tractor to plough his thirty-acre field, but Gwen is glad of the opportunity to put her remaining Clydesdale to work. She knows, with great sadness, that these heavy horses will soon be a thing of the past. She intends to make the most of him while she still can.

Tom helps brush the dried mud from Bobby’s bay coat, standing on an upturned bucket so he can reach the withers. He talks incessantly, barely pausing for breath, rolling comments directed to his mother into those meant for the horse.

Once Bobby stands between the shafts of the manure-laden cart, they are ready to go. Gwen climbs onto the bench seat at the front of the wagon and picks up the flat leather reins. Nora grabs Tom and pretends to throw him into the back with the stinking pile of muck, and he screams in mock terror. He scrambles to Gwen for protection and she relishes the warm press of him. They jerk forward as Bobby takes off, plodding from the yard, Kip trotting alongside.