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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Jim walks his daughter up the aisle with more speed than is perhaps customary, as if eager to get her off his hands. He reaches the front too soon and is forced to wait while the organist catches up. Jack is alert to Gwen’s presence. His whole body seems to tingle and finally he permits his eyes to skim across his bride’s face. Sensing his scrutiny, she meets his gaze. Her nervous smile fails to brighten her features.

The organist concludes with a triumphant chord and the vicar begins to speak.

Jack takes a deep breath and prepares to play his part.

Muriel has laid on a simple buffet of sandwiches and cake at the farm, for the vicar and the handful of guests. The atmosphere is strained, the celebration muted. Perhaps there is an underlying suspicion the wedding is a sham, or perhaps it is the talk of war, discussed discreetly in corners by those not wishing to bring doom and gloom to a supposedly happy day.

Jack catches Gwen’s eye across the room and offers her a smile. He is bolstered by her response: the shy lowering of her eyes, the hint of colour in her cheeks before her gaze lifts to his once more.

When the first of the guests leave, Jim takes him aside for a quiet word. ‘I’ve booked you a room at a hotel in Helvedon. People would have talked otherwise. I don’t know how you’ll manage it.’ He is unable to hide his embarrassment.

‘We’ll manage,’ Jack says. He catches sight of Gwen in the far corner talking to her friend, Lucy. She still carries her bouquet and, as Lucy appears to comment, she lifts it to savour its scent. Jack fights to maintain his impassive expression.

Later, when all of the guests have finally departed, they travel by bus to Helvedon, their things packed into the small suitcase at Jack’s feet. It had felt peculiar, to place his clothes upon Gwen’s – strangely intimate.

The hotel is a red brick establishment in the centre of the high street, an old coaching inn, Jack guesses. The names Mr and Mrs Ellison lodge in his throat as he stands at the reception desk, and the woman behind it regards them suspiciously until Gwen pipes up that they are newlyweds and flashes her thin gold band. The woman’s manner brightens at once. She laughs about a day of change and regales them with stories of her own wedding day thirty years previously, as she leads them up the rickety staircase to their room, reflecting on how quickly the time has passed.