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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Jack rises early on the morning of the wedding. The rippled clouds have been stained red by the river of molten lava flowing across the horizon, and the old adage of shepherds and their skies springs unwelcome to his mind. He hopes the scarlet-streaked heavens are not an augur for all that is to come.

The milking must go ahead as usual, but the rest of the day’s labours are to be set aside. The wedding will not be a grand affair. Gwen wrote out invitations in her best hand, sending them only to a few of her closest family friends. She is not having a bridesmaid, nor a maid of honour, though Jim has, for the sake of appearances, agreed to give her away. There was a moment, just after she had garnered the courage to ask him, her voice small and pleading, when it seemed he might refuse. Muriel had taken him into the kitchen and shut the door, leaving Gwen and Jack in the sitting room, Gwen gnawing on her fingernails as they watched the minute hand on the mantel clock move slowly round. When Jim returned, he had reluctantly agreed to walk her up the aisle. He grunted and rustled open his paper when she thanked him.

Jim is already waiting when Jack emerges from the stable block.

‘She’s not coming.’

The gruff announcement knocks Jack for six. Thoughts racing, he stares at the ground to hide his dismay that Gwen has reneged on their arrangement.

‘It’s just us milking, Gwen needs to get ready,’ Jim calls back over his shoulder as he strides towards the gate.

‘Right.’ Jack’s relief is profound. Feeling the blood return to his cheeks, he clears his throat and follows on.

Later, when they are milking, he stops by the stall where Jim is working.

‘What is it?’ the farmer asks without looking up, his hands unfaltering in their task.

‘I need to pick something up in Helvedon this morning, before …’ He is too shy to say the word. ‘I was wondering whether you might lend me the car?’

The farmer sits back and looks directly at him. ‘You’re not doing a runner?’

‘No, no,’ Jack is quick to reassure him. ‘Just need to pick something up, like. I’ll be back in good time, if you don’t mind me heading out when we’re done here.’

The farmer releases a burdened sigh. ‘If you must. This day is wasted already. You swear you’re coming back?’

‘I’ll be back,’ Jack promises. This time.