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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

He is nervous when his turn comes. Asked for his name, he hesitates, earning himself a look from the clerk. He contemplates giving a false one, but in the end he gives an honest account of himself. He has seen nothing in the papers for nearly three months and Iris Jennings’ brother has not come to visit after all. He reasons he is here to register for active service – why hang him when he is willing to die fighting? The clerk inscribes his name in the ledger in cramped black ink.

He knows he will not be called up straight away. He is beyond the first age bracket – the youngsters have been chosen to lead the charge – and then there is his occupation: farm labourer. The clerk pulls a face, and Jack can’t be sure that it isn’t disappointment.

The banns are read again the following week. This time Gordon is absent – he has already departed for officer training. Jack is standing beside Gwen when they overhear Lord Allingham informing the vicar. Colour flees her cheeks as she looks away.

At home, on the farm, the atmosphere has become charged. Jim is withdrawn and sullen. The cheeriness that characterised him has vanished. He barely speaks, except to bark orders – even Gwen suffers his silence. They labour side by side, only speaking when the task necessitates – bring the horse round, loosen that chain, spread the seed thinner. Jack is no longer invited into the sitting room each night. Instead he retreats to the tack room, sometimes with Kip for company. He misses the comfort, the enveloping warmth, of family life but he has found a task to occupy him.

He has made some space beyond his bed and fashioned himself a workbench from bits and bobs gleaned from the sheds. He unravels his leather roll of tools and sets to work on wood pilfered from the store, sawing and planing, carving and nailing. Every so often he will stretch out the muscles bunched in his back, stroke the dog’s head and step out into the yard to take in the evening air. The nights are drawing in and temperatures have dropped. He looks up at Gwen’s blacked-out window and yearns for her company.

Conscious his time with her is ebbing away, he gladly steps in when Jim leaves her with the evening chores. He downs tools on seeing her pass by his window and joins her to shoo the hens into their coop.

‘Have you noticed? He can’t even look at me anymore,’ Gwen says, as Jack carries the last bantam inside. ‘My own father. He hates me.’

He shuts the door and lifts the bar into place. ‘Ah lass, he doesn’t hate you.’