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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

She cannot resist the temptation to look in on Tom. He sleeps peacefully, his thumb fallen free of his mouth, his cheeks flushed with the cosy warmth of his bed. She has never seen him look sweeter; she has never been so aware of his vulnerability. She wishes a German bullet had served to protect her son and is immediately ashamed of her callousness.

Muriel cycles into the yard just as the first of the cattle appear in the lane. She enters the house full of gossip from the night before, but Gwen cuts her off mid-sentence.

‘Do you think Tom looks like me?’

‘What do you mean?’

‘Does Tom look like I did, at his age … as a child?’

‘Well, I … well, of course there’s bound to be a look of you about him …’

‘But I mean more than that.’

‘I … I don’t know, I never thought about it … he has your eyes. I’ve always said that.’

‘But he isn’t the spit of me.’

Muriel blusters. ‘Well, no, not exactly.’

‘Do you … do you think …’ But Gwen cannot bring herself to finish her question. She is too afraid to hear the answer.

‘Gwen, love, what on earth is it?’

‘Gordon Allingham …’

‘Oh yes. He’s back, of course.’

‘He saw us … last night, leaving the victory party … the two of us. He saw Tom.’

‘Oh.’ Muriel sits heavily on the chair beside her. ‘Oh, I see. And did he … did he say anything?’

Gwen shakes her head. ‘But he saw us.’

‘Look, Gwen … I can see why you’re worried, but … it’s been nearly six years.’

‘Does Tom look like him?’

‘No!’

‘What if he looked like Tom as a child … what if …’

‘Don’t waste your time on what ifs.’ Muriel leaps up, leaning into hands firmly planted on the table. Conscious of her raised voice she glances up at the ceiling to where the very boy sleeps above them. ‘You’re a married woman,’ she continues quietly. ‘You were married before that boy was born and you knew your husband in time for him to be the father. That’s all that matters. No one has ever questioned that boy’s parentage, not for one minute. You stick to your story and there’ll be no need to worry about Gordon Allingham. Do you hear me? Don’t you start to wobble, because folk will sniff you out and there’s many around here with nothing better to do than put two and two together and gossip about the five they make.’