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Chapters (73)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Anita Frank
  4. Note to Readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  46. Chapter Forty
  47. Part Two
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. Extract
  70. Chapter One
  71. Chapter Two
  72. Chapter Three
  73. About the Publisher

Gwen decides she will make her own way home. She knows the paths between the Hall and the farm like the back of her hand. Jack does not ask her how – he does not want to think why. She asks him to reassure her father with tales of a headache and the intolerable heat, but Jack will not let her go alone, not when her tears are only temporarily dammed and her suffering is still so raw. He begs her to wait for him, and though he can see she yearns to be gone, in the end, she relents.

He hurries to the place he last saw Jim, his harried breaths drowned out by hearty applause, but the farmer has gone. He spots Ted, though, clapping mechanically, clearly bored of the prize-giving, and decides to entrust him with Gwen’s message. Ted listens to Jack’s stumbling explanation with increasing concern.

‘Well, I’ll take her home if you can’t find Jim. I’ve got my car. I’ll drive her now …’

‘No, no need.’ Jack holds up his hands to stop him. ‘I’ll see her back safe.’

‘She shouldn’t be walking in this heat if she’s unwell. I’ll take her.’

‘No.’

And before Ted can protest further, he turns away. ‘Tell Jim,’ he calls over his shoulder, grateful for the dispersing crowd that traps the farmer behind him.

They walk back in silence down an old drovers’ path overhung with bushy elder and banked with blackthorn. The verges are thick with nettles and wild garlic and clumps of honesty, its green coins yet to silver into mock riches. The air is thick with heat and cloying scent and swarming midges, but Jack is too preoccupied with Gwen to notice.

They soon reach the stile leading onto the lane. She grabs the post, but she does not plant her foot on the raised plank before her, instead she remains frozen in place, lost in thought.

‘There will be a reasonable explanation,’ she says at last, ‘and I’m sure it will all be sorted out. I just need to speak to Gordon … but you’re right, Jack, I shouldn’t have tried to speak to him at the fete. There were too many people … it needs to be just us …’

‘Gwen—’

‘I’ll go back later …’

‘Gwen, lass—’

‘No, no – I’ll go to the kiosk in the village and telephone him from there first.’ She breaks into a smile and the optimism behind it steals Jack’s breath. ‘You see, Jack … there are things you don’t know,’ she says quietly. ‘And I know those things will change everything.’

True to her word, Gwen dashes down to the village on their return, though she is back by the time Jack brings in the herd. The milking is long completed by the time Jim finally appears, the thread veins in his cheeks rosy from a bevvy or two.