Back The Phoenix Pencil Company
Chapters (40)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Chapter 12
  15. Chapter 13
  16. Chapter 14
  17. Chapter 15
  18. Chapter 16
  19. Chapter 17
  20. Chapter 18
  21. Chapter 19
  22. Chapter 20
  23. Chapter 21
  24. Chapter 22
  25. Chapter 23
  26. Chapter 24
  27. Chapter 25
  28. Chapter 26
  29. Chapter 27
  30. Chapter 28
  31. Chapter 29
  32. Chapter 30
  33. Chapter 31
  34. Chapter 32
  35. Chapter 33
  36. Chapter 34
  37. Chapter 35
  38. Notes and Acknowledgments
  39. About the Author
  40. About the Publisher

“Oh, well, happy birthday to her! You sound a little glum though. Maybe if you had something to look forward to every day, that would help. Oh! Do you want to try something?” she asked, suddenly eager.

“What is it?”

“At the end of each day tell me a story about one thing that made you sad and one that made you happy.”

“I don’t want to turn you into my therapist.”

She laughed again.

“I’ll do the same for you. It’ll be an experiment in story sharing. And it will help me figure out what my thesis should be about.”

“Really?”

“Maybe! Anyway, do we have a deal?”

I fidgeted.

“I want to. But I don’t want you to feel like you need to talk to me just because . . .” I could not even say grandmother’s condition out loud.

“But I want to talk to you,” she said, in such a straightforward way my cheeks warmed.

“Oh.” I stumbled. “Okay. I guess that’s fine, then.”

“Nice! Alright, I gotta run now. See you later!”

Her voice and the sounds of the gym cut off. I let out a breath, then walked grandfather’s bike home.

They were thrilled when I slammed the bag of ten roast beef sandwiches onto the kitchen table. Grandmother set out the good plates. I stuck a candle in her sandwich. She declared it her best birthday yet.

In the evening, we revived our tradition of getting ice cream after dinner. Armed with grandmother’s coupons, we walked to the local grocery and bought a box of ice cream sandwiches. Grandfather opened it before we were even outside, pulling out one for me and one for him and grandmother to share. We walked along the river that separated Cambridge from Boston, bikers and runners passing us. We were by far the slowest-moving people. I would not have had it any other way. Somebody stopped grandfather in the middle of the sidewalk. It happens often—former students or colleagues. Grandmother and I sat on a bench facing the river, waiting for him.

“There is something I would like to teach you,” she said. She bit into her ice cream sandwich delicately. A kayak rowed past us.

“What is it?” I asked. I figured it would be a recipe, maybe for her beef noodle soup, or if I was lucky, her stir-fried rice cakes.

“About pencils,” she said. “And the pencil company. It’s something I am not proud of. But I would like you to know. Before I forget.”