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Chapters (59)
  1. Copyright Page
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by
  4. Praise
  5. About the Book
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Chapter 5
  13. Chapter 6
  14. Chapter 7
  15. Chapter 8
  16. Chapter 9
  17. Chapter 10
  18. Chapter 11
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Chapter 14
  22. Chapter 15
  23. Chapter 16
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Part Two
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Chapter 25
  34. Chapter 26
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Chapter 29
  38. Chapter 30
  39. Chapter 31
  40. Chapter 32
  41. Chapter 33
  42. Chapter 34
  43. Chapter 35
  44. Chapter 36
  45. Chapter 37
  46. Chapter 38
  47. Chapter 39
  48. Chapter 40
  49. Chapter 41
  50. Chapter 42
  51. Chapter 43
  52. Chapter 44
  53. Chapter 45
  54. Chapter 46
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Discover more from Rachael English . . .
  57. Prologue
  58. Part One
  59. Chapter 1

Nina had never expected to be eclipsed by her friend and she often thought about their contrasting fortunes. She told herself that this was petty, that she was no better than the girls who still talked about their debs night when they were in third year at college. ‘Get over it,’ she said to herself. But knowing that your thinking is corrosive doesn’t make those thoughts go away.

If most people in Kilmitten were impressed by Tess’s fame, there was sniping too. She was thin because she hadn’t been fed properly as a child or because she existed on cigarettes and black coffee or because she threw up after every meal. Her looks were the kind that wouldn’t last. It was a desperate shame she had no father. And why, in the name of God, if she was doing so well was her mother still clocking in at the chipboard factory? Ginny Fortune had put the doubters straight. ‘I’m forty-one years old,’ she’d been heard to say. ‘What am I meant to do? Sit at home watching repeats of Murder, She Wrote?’ This was followed by some suggestions as to what the begrudgers might do with themselves.

Tess said that, while she was able to help her mother, Ginny was determined to maintain her independence. ‘The thing is,’ she said, ‘Mam won’t ask for anything. I’ve given her money and clothes, and we’ve gone on holiday, but if I try to do too much she gets all thick on me.’

As Nina got closer to Kilmitten, she was struck again by the beauty of the narrow roads. In some places, the trees formed an arch; in others, the hedges were laced with honeysuckle and whitethorn blooms. Ten minutes and she’d be home. First, she needed to pop in to the local shop to buy a toothbrush. Packing straight after a row with Tom hadn’t been a wise idea. The words continued to echo through her head, a reminder of the strains between them.

Once, she’d wondered if they would return to live in the village. Despite some lean years, the Crossans’ filling station remained open. Nina had pictured Tom running the business while she taught in the primary school. Not that she’d ever said this out loud. Talking about the future made him anxious. More recently, she’d come to accept that he would never go back. The way he spoke about school friends who remained, his pitying tone and mournful headshake, made this clear.