Chapters (59)
- Copyright Page
- About the Author
- Also by
- Praise
- About the Book
- Dedication
- Part One
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Part Two
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Acknowledgements
- Discover more from Rachael English . . .
- Prologue
- Part One
- Chapter 1
Nina zoned out. A piercing pain had developed over her eyes and under her cheekbones. There was something absurd about Tom being on the news. This was about her family, his family, their village. Obviously it was also about the Galvins. But listening to the wider repercussions on the radio made her lightheaded. It wasn’t as though the ways of the media were unfamiliar to her. She’d met Julian because he’d wanted to put Kilmitten on the television. During the recession, his father had been a regular fixture in the papers. He’d even featured on a TV documentary, squashing designer shopping bags into the boot of his Lexus while his building business collapsed around him, a reporter asking if he had a message for his impoverished investors. Nina had felt detached from all of that. Now, though, the story was personal, and she didn’t want any part of it to be feasted on by others.
Unwelcome thoughts were seeping into her head. She thought of Tom, and the blend of cowardice, kindness and misplaced loyalty that had led to his silence. She wondered whether his political career, his relentless desire to campaign and fix and renovate, had been motivated by the secret he’d kept. Had he been trying to compensate for not telling the truth, or was that too simplistic? Oh, Tom, she thought, I didn’t deserve your loyalty. She thought of Bea, Alannah and Julian and what she would tell them. She thought of Tess and Ginny. It was hard to comprehend that, only hours earlier, Tess had told her about Ginny being raped.
Most of all, she thought of her mother. She tried telling herself that Tom had been mistaken or that there was some other explanation. She pictured her mam in her everyday clothes, her soft trousers and cashmere sweater. Her brown eyes would widen with astonishment. She’d laugh her musical laugh and say, ‘Oh, Nina, pet, you’ve got it all wrong. What actually happened was …’ And Nina would feel foolish and cheap for having doubted her.
She was jolted out of her reverie by Conor. ‘If you need anything,’ he said, ‘just shout. We can stop if you want a coffee or a bottle of water.’
‘Or anything at all,’ added Tess, a strained brightness to her voice.
Nina assured them that she was fine.