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Chapters (59)
  1. Copyright Page
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by
  4. Praise
  5. About the Book
  6. Dedication
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter 1
  9. Chapter 2
  10. Chapter 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. Chapter 5
  13. Chapter 6
  14. Chapter 7
  15. Chapter 8
  16. Chapter 9
  17. Chapter 10
  18. Chapter 11
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Chapter 14
  22. Chapter 15
  23. Chapter 16
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Part Two
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Chapter 25
  34. Chapter 26
  35. Chapter 27
  36. Chapter 28
  37. Chapter 29
  38. Chapter 30
  39. Chapter 31
  40. Chapter 32
  41. Chapter 33
  42. Chapter 34
  43. Chapter 35
  44. Chapter 36
  45. Chapter 37
  46. Chapter 38
  47. Chapter 39
  48. Chapter 40
  49. Chapter 41
  50. Chapter 42
  51. Chapter 43
  52. Chapter 44
  53. Chapter 45
  54. Chapter 46
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Discover more from Rachael English . . .
  57. Prologue
  58. Part One
  59. Chapter 1

Occasionally, Conor pretended his mam was still alive. He’d think he could smell her perfume or hear her singing along to the radio. Most mothers had shocking taste in music. Conor’s mam had been different. She’d liked The Eagles and Meat Loaf and Bruce Springsteen. Not that she’d been much of a singer. He could hear her now, crucifying ‘Born To Run’ or ‘Bat Out Of Hell’. Once upon a time, his dad used to talk about her. ‘What would Caroline do?’ he’d say, or ‘It’s a shame Caroline isn’t here to see this.’ These days, he rarely mentioned her. When he wasn’t at work, he foostered about the house with a hammer or a screwdriver. He was always mending stuff.

Overhead, the water pipes gurgled and whined. In the bed, Tom’s breathing was shallow and steady. He sounded like he was asleep, but Conor knew he was pretending. He couldn’t sleep either. His brain was too busy.

It wasn’t quite bright when Paula roused them for Mass.

‘Wakey wakey, lads,’ she said, her hands clapping time. ‘If we don’t leave soon, we won’t get a decent seat.’

Like a fool, Conor had assumed this would be a Mass-free Sunday. The priest was lying in the morgue, after all. No such luck. Father Smith, the curate in Templemorris, had been called in.

Despite their early start, Conor’s dad had already left for the station.

Half an hour later, the three were plodding up the street, the ground as slippery as margarine, the sky flat and milky. Ahead of them, Mags Moynihan took an almighty skid and ended up on her backside. If this had been a normal Sunday, Conor and Tom would have collapsed with laughter. But the village felt odd, as if a heavy blanket had been placed over it, and laughing would have been wrong. Tom was lost in his thoughts and didn’t appear to notice Mags’s somersault.

Tom wasn’t usually this quiet. At school, he was full of games and schemes. That didn’t stop him from doing well. He’d pretend he couldn’t follow the hard stuff, like theorems or the tuiseal ginideach. Then a teacher would ask him a question, and he’d reel off the answer, no problem. Conor had to make more of an effort. Even after his mam had died, when he could have got away with skiving, he’d done most of his homework. He hadn’t wanted anyone thinking he was thick.