Chapters (59)
- Copyright Page
- About the Author
- Also by
- Praise
- About the Book
- Dedication
- Part One
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Part Two
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Acknowledgements
- Discover more from Rachael English . . .
- Prologue
- Part One
- Chapter 1
‘Before I go any further,’ she said, ‘I’ve got to stress that I don’t know anything for sure. I can’t say, “Such and such a thing definitely happened.” What I can say is this: I told Tom that Julian reckoned Noel O’Grady was a prime suspect, and he pooh-poohed the idea. He was adamant – vehement, even – that O’Grady wasn’t the killer.’
‘Did he say why he was so convinced?’
‘No. We were in the middle of a row. He’d found out about me and Julian.’ Nina felt her cheeks darken. ‘We were shouting at each other. It was pretty nasty, not that I didn’t deserve it. Anyway, what lodged in my head was Tom’s absolute certainty. I said something like “You can’t be sure.” And he insisted that he was. When I pressed him, he drew back, said it wasn’t O’Grady’s style, that being a drunken idiot didn’t make the guy a killer.’ She ran a finger around her cup. ‘It was only later, weeks later, after the story about the Galvins had been in the paper, that I thought it all through. I asked myself if Tom knew more than he was letting on.’
‘You weren’t tempted to ask?’
Nina had never voiced these thoughts before. Her throat felt gravel-rough. The words came slowly. ‘How could I? I couldn’t approach Tom. I’d done enough to the man. In other circumstances, I’d have spoken to Tess. But that wasn’t possible. She’d written a letter, telling me that our friendship was over.’
‘You didn’t consider confiding in me?’
‘That wouldn’t have been a good idea. Tom was your best friend. How would you have reacted if I’d rolled up saying, “By the way, I think Tom knows something”? Like I told you, all I had was a suspicion, a hunch.’
‘Fair enough.’
‘By then, your father had told Julian that O’Grady was probably the guilty man.’ She looked down at the table. ‘Julian was gung-ho. There was a lot going on. Nobody in Kilmitten was talking to me. So I tried to put what Tom had said to the back of my mind.’
Conor nodded. ‘I understand.’
‘I wouldn’t blame you if you didn’t. I mean, you’re probably asking yourself why I didn’t talk about this before now. I’ve thought about it, and the best explanation I have is that violence doesn’t feature in most of our lives. It happens elsewhere, to other people. And then, when you got shot – when I thought you might die – I started thinking about Father Galvin. The thoughts wouldn’t go away. I hope that makes sense.’
‘Actually, it does. If it hadn’t been for the Avondhu, I probably wouldn’t be asking these questions now.’