Chapters (60)
Lucy still clung to his hand.
“Did you catch the guy?”
“Yes, we got him. My lieutenant was the detective on the case. Now he’s gone away for good. Honestly, I don’t always know how to deal with it. That guy completely changed my life. I’m sitting here right now because of a murderer.” He shook his head and gave a silent, unhappy laugh. “Sorry, Lucy. I don’t mean to drag you down with my stories.”
“No, I’m glad you told me. I don’t have any stories like that.”
“Be glad you don’t.”
“I don’t know. I want there to be something, you know. I feel like I’m not going anywhere. I think I’d rather be like you. Drive a cab, or live on a fishing boat, or work on Alcatraz, instead of selling jewelry to rich old women.”
“Nothing’s stopping you,” Frost said.
“Except myself.” Lucy checked the time on her phone. “I better go. Break’s over.”
“Sorry. One more question.”
“Sure.”
“Did Brynn tell you anything about her treatments with Dr. Stein? I’m trying to find out more about how this memory thing really works.”
“No, she didn’t talk about it, but she seemed fine afterward. Nothing was wrong, as far as I could tell.”
“She didn’t give you any details?”
“Not really, but if you want to find out more about it, I know someone who can help.”
“Who?” Frost asked.
“Me.”
“You? What do you mean?”
Lucy looked embarrassed. “I decided to talk to Dr. Stein about my gephyrophobia. It’s stupid, living in the Bay Area and freaking out about bridges. I want to know if she thinks she can help me.”
“I’m not sure that’s a good idea right now,” Frost said.
“Oh, I won’t do any treatments yet. I probably can’t even afford it. I just figured I’d do an initial consultation to find out what it’s all about. That’s what you want, too, isn’t it?”
“Lucy, don’t do this for me. Really.”
“But it might help you anyway, right?”
“It might,” Frost admitted.
“Well, there you go. Win-win for both of us. I have an appointment on Monday afternoon. We can talk afterward.”
Lucy didn’t give him a chance to object. She pushed herself off the step and smoothed her red dress. Frost got up, too, and their bodies accidentally bumped together in the hustle-bustle of the crowd. Lucy’s mouth puckered, as if she had an impulse to kiss him. He defused the moment by reaching out to shake her hand. She took it, and her palm had a nervous dampness.
“Bye, Frost,” she said, with a twinge of disappointment on her face.
“Good-bye, Lucy.”