Chapters (60)
Pam stared at her. “And what makes you think he’d be somewhere in this video?”
“I can’t say anything about that.”
“Of course not,” Pam said.
“I’m not hiding things,” Frankie told her. “It’s privileged.”
“Would it matter if it wasn’t? You don’t want help from anyone else. Frankie’s island has a population of one.”
“Don’t start with me,” Frankie snapped. “I get enough of that from Jason. He says I cut him out of my life. That I don’t need him.”
“You don’t.”
“That’s not true. Of course I do.”
“Like you need me?” Pam asked.
Frankie put down her wine glass. “I need you, too. Really.”
“Come on, don’t bother putting on an act. We’re way past that. You don’t really know either one of us, and I’m not sure it’s worth your time to find out. Maybe the ship has sailed, Sis.”
Frankie didn’t say anything. She felt slapped.
Pam didn’t have a glass, so she took the wine bottle and tilted it to her lips. “You know, when we were growing up, I always wanted it to be two against one. You and me against Dad. I thought maybe then I would stand a chance. But you were always out for yourself. Frankie protected Frankie, and I was on my own.”
She wanted to argue, but Pam was right.
“I didn’t want it to be that way,” Frankie said, “but let’s face it, you weren’t on my side, either.”
Pam nodded. “No, I wasn’t.”
“Don’t blame me. Blame Dad.”
“I blame both of you,” Pam said. She stood up and headed for her bedroom, but then she stopped. She came back to the sofa. “So what did Dad tell you?”
“What are you talking about?” Frankie asked.
“That last weekend. Before you two went away, Dad called. He said I should come along. He said there was something urgent he needed to talk to us about. I told him you wanted it to be just the two of you on this trip. So what did he say?”
Frankie squeezed her eyes shut. She’d blocked out so much of that weekend. What was left was just pictures in her head. “He didn’t tell me anything.”
“Come on, Frankie.” Her sister leaned down close to her ear. “What was it?”
“I already told you. Nothing. He did his usual irritating Q and A. He grilled me about taking risks. He asked about me and Jason. And then he got up and took a hike, and he never came back. Okay?”
Pam stood up and shrugged. Her lips folded into a smile. “Fine. I believe you. I just don’t want there to be any secrets between the two of us.”