Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- About the Author
- HALLOWEEN
- Seven Weeks Before Halloween
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- HALLOWEEN
- Six Weeks Before Halloween
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- HALLOWEEN
- Five Weeks Before Halloween
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- HALLOWEEN
- NINE
- TEN
- HALLOWEEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- Twenty-Five Days Until Halloween
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- HALLOWEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- HALLOWEEN
- Eighteen Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- HALLOWEEN
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- Eleven Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- Eight Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY
- Four Days Until Halloween
- THIRTY-ONE
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-TWO
- Two Days Until Halloween
- THIRTY-THREE
- The Night Before Halloween
- THIRTY-FOUR
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-FIVE
- Halloween, Present Day
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-NINE
- HALLOWEEN
- FORTY
- HALLOWEEN
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- HALLOWEEN... NOW
- FORTY-FIVE
- Seven Months Later
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ALICE SWANSON’S
- Reader's Guide
- Questions for Discussion
- Booklist
The shop was packed. It was a local chain, with lots of small tables of solo customers with laptops and earbuds, quirky artwork on the walls, and free Wi-Fi.
Still, the buzz of a few group conversations and artsy jazz created a circle of privacy as we ordered our coffees—French roast for me and black as midnight for Greg—and snagged a table in the back. It was cozy—maybe too cozy. I prayed no teachers from Woodard would wander in and spy us. The last thing we needed was gossip about the principal’s wife.
“I don’t approve of them skipping school, but I am glad Lily and Ellen are getting along so well,” I said as we scooted our chairs up to the small table.
He grinned. “It’s weird, isn’t it? After everything. That you end up back here, and our kids are good friends?”
“I just wish she and I were getting along better,” I said. “I feel like I can’t do anything right by her lately.”
“Story of my life,” Greg said, taking the top off his coffee, adding six packets of sugar, and stirring with a small straw. “Perhaps I’ve given Eleanora too much leeway. She’s always been so independent.”
Abandoned was the word Kendra had used to describe Ellen. Surely she must have been exaggerating or mistaken. What Brad did to Lily and me—that was abandonment. But Jackie must’ve maintained some kind of relationship with her daughter over the years, even if it was minimal. People get divorced all the time, but that didn’t mean they stopped spending time with their kids.
“How often does she see her mom?” I asked.
He snorted. “Never.”
“Oh, Greg.” I frowned. So Kendra hadn’t been exaggerating. “Not even during summers or whatever?”
Greg shook his head. “Believe me, we’ve tried. Sometimes Jacqueline makes a half-hearted attempt, but she always ends up ghosting.” He sounded bitter.
“Poor Ellen,” I said. No matter how strained our relations were lately, at least I was still there for Lily. Trying. And always would be.
“Yeah, well, it is what it is.” He shrugged. “And honestly, I can’t blame her. I made my bed...you know. I was the asshole.”
We were the assholes. Memories played out in my mind: of him stopping by my place when Brad had a three-hour night class. Me airing out the apartment after he left—cold blast of night air through the window, a lavender candle burning—to get rid of that strong smell of cologne. I’d been a cheater, and I’d been the other woman.