Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- About the Author
- HALLOWEEN
- Seven Weeks Before Halloween
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- HALLOWEEN
- Six Weeks Before Halloween
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- HALLOWEEN
- Five Weeks Before Halloween
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- HALLOWEEN
- NINE
- TEN
- HALLOWEEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- Twenty-Five Days Until Halloween
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- HALLOWEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- HALLOWEEN
- Eighteen Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- HALLOWEEN
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- Eleven Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- Eight Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY
- Four Days Until Halloween
- THIRTY-ONE
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-TWO
- Two Days Until Halloween
- THIRTY-THREE
- The Night Before Halloween
- THIRTY-FOUR
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-FIVE
- Halloween, Present Day
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-NINE
- HALLOWEEN
- FORTY
- HALLOWEEN
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- HALLOWEEN... NOW
- FORTY-FIVE
- Seven Months Later
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ALICE SWANSON’S
- Reader's Guide
- Questions for Discussion
- Booklist
“If you dare try to spread any kind of lies about me or my friends”—I pointed my finger at her—“if you even air one second of something like that on TV, I will sue you and the news station and make sure you never, ever appear on camera again.”
Her cameraman held his hands up. “We’re cool, we’re cool,” he said, nudging Maggie. “Come on.”
“I will do no such thing,” Maggie yelled. She snapped her wand in half, throwing it into the woods.
But the group started heading back up the path. And Maggie Lewis, fairy godmother, had no magic left to transform any of us into rats.
HALLOWEEN... NOW
Ladies and gentlemen, skulls and boys...
By now you’ve guessed it’s me: Eleanora, Nora, Ellen... Ms. Jackson if you’re nasty.
I’ve attempted to relay the events as I understand them, as my dear mother Jacqueline told them to me when I located her this past summer. My friend Jayden’s mom, Mrs. Millson, took Jayden and me to New York City to visit NYU’s campus—because my own father wouldn’t take the time out of his busy schedule for college visits. I told Mrs. Millson I was meeting my mother for dinner in the city, and she let me go.
Adults will let you do anything if you’re confident about it.
Our neighbor had mentioned the show my mother was in, and I looked up the theater online and got there just as she was finishing a rehearsal. She had no choice but to talk to me. I wasn’t going to take no for an answer.
It was my seventeenth birthday present—happy fucking birthday to me. A shitty NYC diner, a plate of french fries, and a black coffee, and the confession of my mother’s deepest, darkest secret. The reason she left me. The reason Daphne Brown died the night I watched Snoopy on the television on her bedroom floor.
I decided what I was going to do on the drive home from the city that summer. I had no proof of any of it, but that didn’t mean I couldn’t make them all squirm. Why shouldn’t I shake the foundations of their homes? Blast a bit of poison into the air. Knock a few inches off their Steve Madden stilettos. Didn’t they deserve that, at least, for what they did? For who they are?
I’ll admit I filled in some blanks of this story. Improvised where necessary—isn’t that what a good storyteller does? Of course, the important things are all true. Those facts are set in stone. Alas, the fate of Daphne Brown cannot change, no matter how many embellishments I add to the tale.
She is dead.
My mother—and all the other mothers—are to blame.