Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- About the Author
- HALLOWEEN
- Seven Weeks Before Halloween
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- HALLOWEEN
- Six Weeks Before Halloween
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- HALLOWEEN
- Five Weeks Before Halloween
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- HALLOWEEN
- NINE
- TEN
- HALLOWEEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- Twenty-Five Days Until Halloween
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- HALLOWEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- HALLOWEEN
- Eighteen Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- HALLOWEEN
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- Eleven Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- Eight Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY
- Four Days Until Halloween
- THIRTY-ONE
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-TWO
- Two Days Until Halloween
- THIRTY-THREE
- The Night Before Halloween
- THIRTY-FOUR
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-FIVE
- Halloween, Present Day
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-NINE
- HALLOWEEN
- FORTY
- HALLOWEEN
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- HALLOWEEN... NOW
- FORTY-FIVE
- Seven Months Later
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ALICE SWANSON’S
- Reader's Guide
- Questions for Discussion
- Booklist
“It’s okay,” Theresa said. “It seems like it was...complicated.”
Oh, girlfriend, if only you knew.
TWENTY-TWO
Theresa
I was showered and waiting for Lily when she came downstairs Wednesday morning, residual anger from the day before still rolling off me like fumes. After years and years of good behavior, it had only taken Lily a month and a half at her new school to get in trouble.
“What are you doing?” she asked, eyeing me suspiciously. She had her hair twisted up in a bun like Ellen wore hers. But who was I to judge about “borrowing” style? I’d taken to wearing hoop earrings and an ivy leaf pin everywhere. Maybe we were both chameleons, just desiring to fit in with our environment.
“I’m driving you the rest of this week,” I said. “Just to make sure you get there alright.”
I’d gotten the call yesterday afternoon from Adam that Lily was on the absentee list. It hadn’t been a great week to begin with, after I’d gotten locked in Alice’s horror shed and had to wait for what felt like an eternity to get her to answer her phone and let me out. And then Lily misbehaving. Skipping school when your stepfather was principal—that took pluck. With a generous helping of stupidity.
“You’re joking, right?” She was running late, as usual, pulling on her Converse sneakers while finishing the rest of a breakfast bar. She’d spent all of her time on the hairdo, no doubt. And the eye makeup.
“Nope. It’s either that or you can get up extra early and ride with Adam.”
She looked like she wanted to stab me with a nail file. Adam was naturally tuned to handle teenage emotions and whims, but I was not. He had slowly and systematically won Lily over when we’d started dating—giving her attention, but not trying to be her best friend. He’d ignored her rudeness when she pushed back, but didn’t let her steamroll him. I’d been furious with her on many occasions, but he’d approached it with a calm and grace and compassion that I lacked.
“It’s the lying that gets to me,” I said once we were in the car.
There was a time, not long ago, when Lily would’ve been mortified about lying to me. I still remembered her crafting me a three-page apology letter when she’d stuffed her Barbie in the trash because she’d burned the doll’s hair with my curling iron and hadn’t wanted to confess it.
“Ellen said that kids skip all the time and it isn’t a big deal.”
Sure, because Ellen doesn’t have a mother who cares about her. I wanted to snatch the thought back as soon as it came. It was unfair. I didn’t quite know what the situation was there, but it’s not like it was Ellen’s fault.