Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- About the Author
- HALLOWEEN
- Seven Weeks Before Halloween
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- HALLOWEEN
- Six Weeks Before Halloween
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- HALLOWEEN
- Five Weeks Before Halloween
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- HALLOWEEN
- NINE
- TEN
- HALLOWEEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- Twenty-Five Days Until Halloween
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- HALLOWEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- HALLOWEEN
- Eighteen Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- HALLOWEEN
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- Eleven Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- Eight Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY
- Four Days Until Halloween
- THIRTY-ONE
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-TWO
- Two Days Until Halloween
- THIRTY-THREE
- The Night Before Halloween
- THIRTY-FOUR
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-FIVE
- Halloween, Present Day
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-NINE
- HALLOWEEN
- FORTY
- HALLOWEEN
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- HALLOWEEN... NOW
- FORTY-FIVE
- Seven Months Later
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ALICE SWANSON’S
- Reader's Guide
- Questions for Discussion
- Booklist
The sky outside darkened fast, and Kendra finally switched on a light and drew all her drapes closed. Around 6 p.m., Paul and Cole stomped in, said hello, and, as she’d predicted, retreated to their separate spaces. When the pizza arrived, we kept one pie in the den for ourselves.
We were nearly through the wine bottle by then, and I could feel my head loosening and floating, my limbs heavy. Kendra had kicked off her shoes and burrowed her feet between the cushions.
“So, tell me what you think of everybody,” she said, sitting back.
“Who?”
She waved her hand. “The girls.” She took a sip. “What’s your impression of them?”
“They’re great,” I said. I knew I had to tread lightly. This was the first time I’d hung out with Kendra alone, and I didn’t want her to think I was a gossip.
“Nah. What do you really think?” She grabbed another slice of pizza and sunk her teeth in.
I didn’t know what type of answer Kendra was looking for. Did she want me to point out weaknesses, flaws, to prove I was perceptive? Or gush about how great everyone was, to demonstrate I was loyal? I decided to hover in the middle. “I’m not sure I know them well enough to form an opinion yet. I think Alice is very sweet”—Kendra smirked—“and Bettina is...really stylish.”
“Stylish?” Kendra laughed. “Yeah, she is. She can also be totally hard to read, right? Like, you have no idea if she loves you or hates you? It’s okay to say it.”
I shook my head but started laughing. I was drunk, but also high on the moment. There I was, in Kendra’s house, like we’d been friends since second grade.
“And Pia is way better at Pilates than I’ll ever be. And she gets through life without alcohol, which is a heroic thing in my book.”
“Oh god, she fooled you?” Kendra threw her head back and laughed. “Pia is a total lush. Well, that’s not fair. She was. After her divorce she tried to quit, thank god. She gets all high and mighty about it sometimes, shaking that water bottle in our faces, going on about how many days sober she’s been. But her willpower can be pretty shitty. We all know where she hides it in her house.”
“Wow,” I said. I imagined Pia stashing airplane bottles of whiskey behind boxes of rice in the pantry, the way my aunt Carol used to between stints in rehab. “I guess we all have our secrets.”
Kendra aimed her crust at me. “So, what’s yours?”
“Mine?” I took another bite of my slice to buy myself time. How many hours do you have? “I’m afraid I’m just boring old me.”