Chapters (84)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- About the Author
- HALLOWEEN
- Seven Weeks Before Halloween
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- HALLOWEEN
- Six Weeks Before Halloween
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- HALLOWEEN
- Five Weeks Before Halloween
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- HALLOWEEN
- NINE
- TEN
- HALLOWEEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- Twenty-Five Days Until Halloween
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- HALLOWEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- HALLOWEEN
- Eighteen Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- HALLOWEEN
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- Eleven Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- Eight Days Until Halloween
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY
- Four Days Until Halloween
- THIRTY-ONE
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-TWO
- Two Days Until Halloween
- THIRTY-THREE
- The Night Before Halloween
- THIRTY-FOUR
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-FIVE
- Halloween, Present Day
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- HALLOWEEN
- THIRTY-NINE
- HALLOWEEN
- FORTY
- HALLOWEEN
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- HALLOWEEN... NOW
- FORTY-FIVE
- Seven Months Later
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ALICE SWANSON’S
- Reader's Guide
- Questions for Discussion
- Booklist
It’s a fact: swim moms look younger. We get free facials sitting by the humid indoor pool for hours. We aren’t exposed to UVA rays like the soccer or baseball moms. We may spend hours inhaling chlorine fumes, but at least we don’t have to deal with lightning or snow. And unlike the wrestling moms, our meets aren’t in gymnasiums stinking of sweat.
I climbed to the top of the bleachers and watched the boys warm up for the meet. Cole was a great swimmer, broad shoulders, long arms that sliced through the water like daggers. He was best at short runs and currently held the school record in the fifty-meter freestyle, beating out Bo Lewis by less than one second. It was electrifying to watch him race.
Some parents seemed to think their children’s sports or other activities were a burden, complaining at every turn about where they had to be and when, like it was a chore. My mom had been that way. She’d hardly ever gone to my softball games or theater productions, bitching about how hard the bleachers were to sit on or how crowded the high school auditorium was. My mother had made sure my sister and I knew we were her “burdens to bear,” and I’d sooner eat glass than ever make my kids feel that way. I tried my best to get to every one of their events—whether Sam’s concerts and marching band halftime shows, or Cole’s swim meets.
I opened my email. As communications director for the local hospital, I had to constantly check in. You never knew when a malpractice suit would hit, or a research breakthrough would go big. During Cole’s events, I’d often bring my laptop to knock off a few press releases or media pitches or proofread an invitation to a research symposium. To survive as a working mom, you needed to multitask.
Nothing urgent in my email, so I scrolled through Facebook. A college friend just returned from a Hawaii vacation. Another friend had posted dozens of photos of her annoyingly adorable Portuguese water dog. The usual hateful political posts from Paul’s niece.
Alice had also forwarded us the message from “Ivy Woods.”
Does what you did keep you up at night, Alice?
Uh-oh! I hear a buzzing sound around your hive...
Better watch out!
It was ridiculous, even more so when not read outside in the dark next to a fire. Beyond the childish taunt, the excessive use of exclamation points annoyed me.