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Chapters (46)
  1. The Man Who Loved Mata Hari
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. PART I: The Early Years
  5. Prologue
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. PART II: The Middle Years
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. PART III: The War Years
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. PART IV: The Last Year
  31. Chapter Twenty-Three
  32. Chapter Twenty-Four
  33. Chapter Twenty-Five
  34. Chapter Twenty-Six
  35. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Montserrat
  45. Author’s Afterword
  46. Table of Contents

He arrived at her apartment at quarter past eight. She met him at the door with a kiss, then led him into a sitting room. It was pretty much what he had expected: a careful approximation of a real home. There were timid etchings of snow-laden fields, a seascape and a copy of an early Raphael. There was also a clock on the mantle with suspended brass weights, and two imitative oriental prints.

"So what do you think, darling? Respectable enough?"

"Oh, very."

"And naturally I also have my studio."

Nor was Spangler any surprise: first appearing on the landing, then floating down the staircase to shake his hand. He wore a smoking jacket and a burgundy cravat, charcoal gray trousers and a silk shirt. His face was somewhat cleaner than Gray recalled, but the eyes were decidedly familiar.

"So, you are the painter that I've heard so much about."

"Nothing too compromising, I hope."

"Oh, no, Margaretha greatly admires your work."

Then there came the sherry, appropriately dry; then an amusing story about a trip Spangler had once made to Africa. The meal was of a piece: cold poached salmon, iced lettuce, potato soup, sherbet.

Yet there was at least one telling moment, one critical juncture in the evening. It came later after Zelle had retired to her bedroom— obviously another calculated gesture. Spangler had poured the brandy and laid a box of cigars on the table. The servants had been dismissed. The curtains had been drawn back to reveal still one more blue evening with only traces of that earlier fog.

"So you see," Spangler said, "Berlin, too, can be quite inspiring."

The moonlight only tended to accent the man's profile, turning the skin to porcelain.

"Yes, it's very nice."

"Oh, I know what they say. It's not nearly as charming as Paris . . . but still, I think, very interesting, no?" Then, sliding his hand on the window pane, examining a residue of dust, "Tell me, do you miss England much? I think I would . . . assuming that I were an Englishman."

They were both watching one another's eyes in the glass.

"I haven't been home in a long time," Gray said.

"Yes, but does one ever forget one's home?"

His fingers might have also been procelain, the nails like translucent pearls.

"No, I suppose one doesn't."

"Then, too, I remember England as so inviting. Yes, that's definitely the word. Inviting. In fact, I've often had the notion of living there myself ... in the country."

"I think you would find it cold. And damp."