Chapters (46)
- The Man Who Loved Mata Hari
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- PART I: The Early Years
- Prologue
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- PART II: The Middle Years
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- PART III: The War Years
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- PART IV: The Last Year
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Montserrat
- Author’s Afterword
- Table of Contents
'Agent H-21 to proceed to Paris and continue assignment. Will
receive five thousand francs from Cramer on Comptoir d'Escompte.'"
She remained silent, unmoving. Bouchardon would later note that she had been weeping, but actually the tears did not come until later. Indeed, at this point she could not have appeared more in control.
"As I told you before, captain. The five thousand francs I received upon returning from Madrid was a loan from a friend in The Hague."
"A loan, madame?"
"A gift, then."
"And precisely who is this friend in The Hague?"
"The Baron Edouard van der Capellen."
"Ah, so the Baron Edouard van der Capellen sent you five thousand francs despite the fact that you had previously left him for the arms of another man."
"He has always been very kind and understanding."
"Yes, obviously very kind and understanding. What a pity that we all can't be so kind and understanding of traitors and whores."
"I have wounded her," Bouchardon told a colleague. "I have not succeeded in bringing her down, but I have drawn the first blood."
And he was right.
She tended to live deep within herself after that critical morning in March. She lay on her cot for hours on end. She moved and spoke as if in a disconnected trance. She ate very little, slept only in short restless fits. She tended to weep without provocation and be inordinately concerned with otherwise meaningless details. Dr. Bizard noted that she seemed to have almost lost the will to survive, and prescribed a daily ration of wine coupled with twenty-five minutes of exercise in the compound. It did not seem to help.
Throughout the long afternoons and endless nights it appeared that her only comfort was that slender translation from the Bhagavad-Gita. She may not have understood such things in it as curious references to eternity as a circle, existence as an extinguished flame, time as a myth, but the essential message seemed pretty clear—they could break her legs, but they could not keep her from dancing.
Also from this same week in March was a second letter to Bouchardon, an at once penetrating and poignant letter:
I realize that your new evidence seems to resolve this case for you. But if I could examine the date and text of these telegrams I feel that I might be able to satisfy your doubts about me. I look forward to your reply, and hope to see you very soon.
Once again, however, there was no reply, and more than seven days passed before she was again brought to Bouchardon. Then it seemed that all he wanted to discuss was her systematic betrayal of British Intelligence, and her insidious affair with Rudolph Spangler.
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty