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Chapters (46)
  1. The Man Who Loved Mata Hari
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. PART I: The Early Years
  5. Prologue
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. PART II: The Middle Years
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. PART III: The War Years
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. PART IV: The Last Year
  31. Chapter Twenty-Three
  32. Chapter Twenty-Four
  33. Chapter Twenty-Five
  34. Chapter Twenty-Six
  35. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Montserrat
  45. Author’s Afterword
  46. Table of Contents

"You proceeded to spy on von Kalle because Martial Cazeaux had told you that that was the way to clear your name, correct?"

She took a deep breath, tasting more blood in her mouth. I need citrus, she thought, I must have citrus . . .

"You proceeded to spy on von Kalle because Martial Cazeaux had told you that—"

"Yes."

He returned to the chair, leaning forward across the desk. The egg man.

"Well, listen to this, madame. I have received a complete report from Martial Cazeaux, and he does not so much as recall seeing you in Vigo. In fact he recalls only meeting you once, and that was in Paris a long, long time ago."

Shortly after this interrogation she wrote a letter in pencil, addressed to Bouchardon:

My suffering is too terrible. My head cannot bear it any longer. Let me go back to my country. I know nothing about your war, and have never known anything more than was written in the newspapers. I have asked no one and gone nowhere for information. What more do you want me to say?

The letter was signed, "Respectfully yours, M. Zelle", and included her prisoner's identification number: 721 44625. It was routed by hand to Bouchardon and routinely placed in her file.

She heard nothing for two days. Then, on a Thursday, she was awakened at dawn and led to a courtyard behind the rear entrance. Although she had heard that executions were occasionally held here, she had also heard that prisoners were sometimes released from this point. The walls were twenty feet high, but one could clearly see a portion of the back street through the bars of the gate: the ranks of blackened tenements, the balconies and fire escapes.

She had been escorted from her cell by one of the younger guards, a quiet fellow who was said to have lost part of his stomach at Verdun. Although he hadn't spoken to her, she was almost certain that she had seen the suggestion of a smile on his lips. She had also heard voices from beyond the wall, then footsteps on the outer staircase. Finally she even thought she caught a glimpse of freedom . . . with Nicky and a car to take her far away.

But it was not Nicky. It was Tommy Merrick, and he had obviously come on foot.

He faced her through the bars of the gate, a small brown parcel under his arm, a little paler than she remembered. The guard approached first, but only to accept a bribe, not to unlock the gate. Then he stepped back and motioned her forward. Merrick had extended his arm through the bars, presumably to take her hand. Somehow she couldn't bring herself to touch him.

"I can only stay a few minutes," he said.

"Then why did you take the trouble at all?"

All his weight was on his left leg, presumably because they had failed with that right knee.