Chapters (57)
I went to have another look out of the window but Dad was long gone. ‘I dunno. Maybe. He’s sneaking about and I can’t think what else it could be.’
‘Then you need to challenge him,’ she said, forcefully.
I spun away from the window, the thought of calling Dad out on this was almost worse than the thought of seeing him mauled by booze again. ‘I can’t. What would I say?’
‘That doesn’t matter, Tom. You just need to stop him from relapsing.’
Easy for her to say. An image of Dad lying unconscious pierced my mind. She was right. I swallowed hard. ‘Right I’m going after him.’ I grasped my keys as I spoke.
‘Do you want me to come too?’
‘Yeah, that’d be good.’
‘Meet you on the corner of my road in two minutes.’
*
I looked down the side of the house – he’d not taken my bike. Maybe there was a chance I could catch him up. I tried to run but my leg quickly reminded me that I couldn’t. I hobbled as fast as I could, the whole time scanning up and down the roads I passed in case Dad was there. By the time I reached Farah’s road my leg was throbbing and it had dawned on me what a total waste of time this was.
Within about a minute Farah appeared. ‘Where is he?’ she asked her eyes darting in all directions.
I scratched my ear. ‘I don’t know.’
She looked disappointed. ‘What’s the plan now?’
‘I dunno.’ I was hoping she was going to suggest we hang out. We stood in silence for a while, which was awful. The longer it went on the worse it was. I felt I had to say something. Anything. ‘How’s things with you and…’ She glared at me. I shut up.
‘I need to go over some revision notes,’ she said pointing back at her house.
‘Yeah. Of course. Me too.’ I pointed in the direction of my house like a total idiot.
‘See you at Friday’s demo if I don’t see you at school,’ she said.
‘Totally.’
She walked away. We were talking… kind of. That was progress. At least it hadn’t been a complete waste of time. I limped home to do some cramming and worry about where the hell Dad had sneaked off to.