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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Trial
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. A Parting Riddle
  44. Glossary
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. About the Author
  47. Author’s Note
  48. Author Q&A
  49. For Further Discussion
  50. Also by CamCat Books
  51. Shadows Over London
  52. CamCat Books

In just a minute, Asfandyar had already provided her with more information than she or anybody she had asked could have ever come up with because he was right—she and her people didn’t leave their lands. Eavesdropping on Palwasha-sahiba had been a failure. Calling for tea with Rukhsana-sahiba had been a failure.

She had no clue about any of the details. This was a problem.

“Then who do you reckon was behind it?” she asked. “And why are you telling me this?”

She held her breath.

“Despite your sharp tongue, you may be the only person in this blasted tribe with any useful information beyond what I’ve been able to find myself. I’ve spent the past few weeks without any success—I figured we might be able to help one another.”

“And why would I help you?”

“For the same reason you would help yourself: you don’t want war between our tribes, nor do you want peace. The sooner this dreadful matter is closed, the sooner we can both go back to our people and our lives.”

“So you’re proposing we . . . what? Work together?”

“The enemy of my enemy is my friend,” he replied with a shrug.

Interesting.

“I’ll consider it,” she replied, turning to go.

“Durkhanai,” he called. Something tickled in her tummy upon hearing him say her name.

“Hmm?”

“It’s good you’re worried,” he told her, voice earnest. “About your people, I mean. It means you care. So don’t give up on them.” He smiled. “They adore you.”

“Thank you,” she said, and she meant it.

It felt good to talk to him. Unlike everyone else, who told her not to worry, Asfandyar took her seriously. It was only this that compelled her to search where he had told her to.

She found the cupboard he spoke of easily, but it was small and held only a half-empty medicine cabinet. Durkhanai almost gloated, but for the sake of her people, she checked the other corridors. Nothing.

She returned to where Asfandyar had suggested. This time, she looked closer.

The medicine cabinet wasn’t flush with the wall.

She leaned around the side. Sure enough, it was a cover. She pushed the light cabinet over, and it glided easily, revealing a door that led to a massive room.

Rows and rows of medicine vials. They were labeled differently, for different things. Different colors and consistencies. She opened one and it smelled strongly of cardamom.

“Fittay mu tera,” she whispered. “Goddamn him.”

He was right.

Which also meant her grandmother had hidden the truth from her.

Durkhanai could understand her grandparents keeping her at a distance with the ambassadors, but she had always thought they trusted her completely when it came to her people. It was why she was so meticulous about meeting with them.

Dhadi always praised her for the care she showed the villagers. Agha-Jaan always said she was performing her duties most diligently.