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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Trial
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. A Parting Riddle
  44. Glossary
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. About the Author
  47. Author’s Note
  48. Author Q&A
  49. For Further Discussion
  50. Also by CamCat Books
  51. Shadows Over London
  52. CamCat Books

“I will send you back so you remember,” the Wali said. “And because a servant can never be a threat.”

“What about a tribunal?” Asfandyar argued, fighting against the guards holding him. “Your barbaric tribunal!”

The Wali just shook her head.

“Please, please! Just send her back, let her live, kill me instead—”

Asfandyar turned to Naina to find that she had gone quiet, face sad, but resolute.

“Asfi,” she had said, voice so soft, her final caress. “I love you.”

And before he could say it back, she dragged her own throat against the sword.

“No!” he screamed.

She sacrificed herself, taking her own life—not giving the Wali the satisfaction, ensuring that Asfandyar would live.

There Asfandyar stood, a coward, motionless, unable to do anything but watch in horror as his beloved’s body crumpled to the ground, blood pouring from her throat like a waterfall—rushing, ceaseless, unforgiving.

He failed her; it was his sacred duty to protect her, and he failed her.

Everything burned inside of him: grief, rage, despair. And the Wali didn’t even flinch.

“A shame,” she had merely said with a cluck of her tongue. “If the girl’s blood hadn’t been tainted, she would have made a proper Miangul. Tell the man who claims to be my son to never near these borders again. Show him this girl’s corpse should he wish to test me.”

And then she left without another glance.

Asfandyar had cried the entire journey home, Naina’s rotting corpse haunting him the entire way. He couldn’t stand to look at her lifeless face, yet he couldn’t tear his eyes away. So he would stare instead at the little ring that had caused all of this: the Miangul family crest.

Finally, he made it home, guilty and ashamed, traumatized and angry. Hopeless.

He had thought Wakdar would kill him right then and there, and secretly Asfandyar had wished for it—wished to be reunited with Naina in the Afterlife. But Wakdar had stood completely still as Asfandyar recounted the events.

Asfandyar himself couldn’t stop crying: it had been his responsibility to take care of Naina, to ensure she didn't get hurt, and like a coward he had returned with her corpse.

“I swear my life to you,” Asfandyar said that night. “From this day forth, my life is yours as penance for the life of your daughter, who I had sworn to protect. I failed her. I failed you. From this day forth, my life is yours.”

“From this day forth, you have one purpose,” Wakdar had said calmly. “You will fulfill my revenge.”

They began planning. It was not enough just to slaughter the Badshah and his wife; they would take their land, dishonor and humiliate them, and take all that the Mianguls held dear—then, and only then, would they kill them.

So Asfandyar became ambassador, through Wakdar’s connections, and the rest of the story unfurled.