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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Trial
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. A Parting Riddle
  44. Glossary
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. About the Author
  47. Author’s Note
  48. Author Q&A
  49. For Further Discussion
  50. Also by CamCat Books
  51. Shadows Over London
  52. CamCat Books

“Come now, you must only be a few months younger than me,” she told Gulalai.

“That is true,” Gulalai responded. “All teasing aside, I know what it is like not to be taken seriously because of your age. Seventeen and heir to our family’s titles means we are old enough to decide the fate of our people, yet we are treated like pretty little fools by our seniors.”

“Yes,” Durkhanai agreed. “Pretty little fools, indeed.”

“Though not fool enough to believe the Badshah orchestrated the attack,” Gulalai whispered, just loud enough for Durkhanai to hear.

“Laugh as though we are chatting about silly little nothings,” Durkhanai said through her grin, as though Gulalai had made the most hilarious remark. The ambassador mirrored her behavior, lightly tapping her arm.

“Clever little princess,” she said. “My father was injured badly; they aren’t sure he’ll walk again, but I know in my heart it wasn’t Marghazar.”

“And how could you know that?” Durkhanai asked.

“It’s much too obvious,” Gulalai replied, pretending to laugh still. “I’m infuriated by my father’s injury, of course—but I believe you and your family. Somebody is trying to frame Marghazar. And I don’t wish for my people to die in a false war.”

“Frame Marghazar—” began Durkhanai, but Gulalai cut her off.

“Let’s chat over chai, sometime,” Gulalai said, leaning forward to kiss both her cheeks.

Durkhanai mirrored the action. From the outside, they appeared as two young girls, gossiping about silly things. But Gulalai’s voice lowered to a sincere warning, one that sent a chill down Durkhanai’s spine.

“Until then, be careful around Asfandyar-sahib,” she whispered. “He’ll bring you nothing but ruin.”

Before Durkhanai could ask for elaboration, Gulalai was swept away by a noblewoman. Heart hammering, Durkhanai tried to understand if she could truly trust Gulalai or not.

She needed to acquaint herself further with both ambassadors before passing any judgments. But there was no time to consider where to place her trust because her grandmother was excusing herself, following a servant out of the room.

Strange. Her grandmother never slipped away from formal occasions such as this. Whatever it was, it had to be pertinent. Outside the hall, she followed the barely audible voices to a secret alcove in a darkened hallway. Her grandmother was speaking to a dirty soldier, streaked in mud and blood. But it was his face that frightened Durkhanai: he looked like he’d been kissed by death.

“Dhadi?” Durkhanai asked. Only close family members were permitted to bypass formal titles for more personal names.

Upon seeing the princess enter, the soldier bowed his head with respect and excused himself.

“Dhadi?” she asked, voice low. “What happened?”

Her grandmother placed a hand on Durkhanai’s face, smiling a forlorn smile.

“Meri jaan,” she said, not to worry her. “You don’t fret, go back to the party, attend to those in your court.”

“Dhadi,” Durkhanai repeated. Her grandmother sighed.