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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Trial
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. A Parting Riddle
  44. Glossary
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. About the Author
  47. Author’s Note
  48. Author Q&A
  49. For Further Discussion
  50. Also by CamCat Books
  51. Shadows Over London
  52. CamCat Books

Rukhsana caught on all too quickly. “Oh, sweetheart, life catches up to everyone, eventually. Even Shehzadis. Your fall will follow shortly after your grandfather’s, if it is not with his, I can assure you that much.”

“Shut up,” Durkhanai said through her teeth.

Rukhsana leaned forward, her voice dropping to a whisper. “The Badshah’s insatiable greed for victory against the Luhgams will be his downfall. Even with Teerzai soldiers, he will die a sad, old man who has accomplished nothing in his long reign.”

Rukhsana pinched Durkhanai’s cheek, slapping her softly.

“Well, nothing except for raising a pretty little fool.”

Durkhanai wanted to tear Rukhsana-sahiba’s eyes out, but she needed answers before she did. “Why did you do it?” she asked, anger rising once more. “Because you hate Marghazar for refusing to unify with the other zillas?”

Finally, Rukhsana-sahiba’s light-hearted and amused facade broke to reveal grief underneath. Her eyes shone.

“Because I know the truth,” she said, voice catching. “That it was Marghazar behind the summit attack—the blood of my brother is on your hands.”

“That’s absurd—”

“Is it?” Rukhsana-sahiba said, eyes hardening. She did not let the grief linger. It morphed quickly into an anger powerful enough to match Durkhanai’s. “The evidence provided was weak, at best, but because the other zillas wish to avoid war, they have conceded.”

She shook her head. She took in a deep breath, composing herself. When she spoke again, she did so simply. “So no, I didn't do it because I hate Marghazar—I did it because we will have war, and when we do, your people will be much too weak to put up a good fight.

“I can promise you one thing, Shehzadi—you will never be badshah.”

Durkhanai pushed Rukhsana back, and in one swift movement, she pulled the little dagger out from the back of her gold necklace, where it always rested hidden under her hair, by the clasp. It was only small enough for a direct attack. Durkhanai held it to Rukhsana’s throat.

All Durkhanai needed was a centimeter, and the knife would plunge into Rukhsana’s jugular, but Rukhsana barely flinched. She actually smiled.

Gone was the anger, gone was the grief. She was amused once more, as though Durkhanai was a child playing at being queen.

“Do it,” Rukhsana said, unthreatened. “Kill me.”

Durkhanai didn’t know what she would decide—and then she didn’t have to. A voice called out her name.

It was Asfandyar.

Durkhanai pulled back, the trance broken. The fog of her anger subsided, and she looked at the little knife in her hand. The smooth silver glistened with the light.

“Yes, do go,” Rukhsana said, giving her a parting kiss to the cheek. Her voice fell once more to a whisper.

“Run along to your whore.”

Shocked, Durkhanai stood frozen, unable to react. Rukhsana smiled one last time before disappearing.

“What were you doing?” Asfandyar asked, catching up to her.