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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. The Trial
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. A Parting Riddle
  44. Glossary
  45. Acknowledgments
  46. About the Author
  47. Author’s Note
  48. Author Q&A
  49. For Further Discussion
  50. Also by CamCat Books
  51. Shadows Over London
  52. CamCat Books

Durkhanai pressed her teeth together. She wished she had all the answers, but she didn’t.

“Patience, my dear people. Listen to your Shehzadi, who cares for you and loves you,” Saifullah said, sensing her distress. “Believe in her; have faith in her. All will be settled, in the end.”

Durkhanai nodded at Saifullah, grateful to have her cousins by her side.

They did not say much, but Saifullah helped in coaxing the people to listen to her when they became angry, trying to soften their frustrations.

“I promise you all, proper actions will be taken,” Durkhanai told her people. “The Marghazari are just and strong. We will not allow blows against our people to go unpunished. But we cannot have another war, not now! You do not wish to send off your young boys, do you?”

The people mumbled in agreement.

“The Shehzadi is right,” a voice cried out. “We cannot have new wars on new fronts. We have no men left.”

They settled down for a moment, only to rise up again.

“When will the rest of these wars end?” another voice responded. “Decades have passed yet still we are stuck in the same place!”

Their concerns were valid. While the crisis of illness had been resolved, the wars still raged on. Too many men were dying at the Kebzu borders, even more so against the Luhgams. They couldn’t afford a war against Teerza, not then.

Even if Durkhanai wanted it to make Rukhsana-sahiba pay.

“Have the wars not gone on long enough, Shehzadi?” someone asked. “When will the Badshah relent?”

Durkhanai took a deep breath, turning to Saifullah. Yet he stayed silent when the people stated their anger at the Badshah—he almost seemed to agree with them. She furrowed her brow.

“You know as well as I that the wars will not be so easily won,” Durkhanai reminded her people, though now even she was beginning to doubt the validity of these wars. “If we relent now, we will be reduced to nothing more than a colony in the Lughum Empire!”

But was that the only reason they fought? Or was it for the Badshah’s vengeance?

Surely the Lughum Empire was tired of fighting, as well. Could a truce not lead them both to an advantageous era of peace?

She did not give voice to these thoughts. Instead, she said, “Yet we continue to fight for our freedom—to remain unconquered by the imperialists.”

The people continued their grievances, and Durkhanai continued to listen. She wanted to lash out at them, to tell them to stop their fussing because there were enough things on her mind, but she knew she had to be the dutiful Shehzadi, patient and poised.